L O V E (:

eye candy (;

2010-10-26T09:08:00.002+08:00

it have been long since i updated this lousy blog of mine. I shall move to somewhere quiet. 5 months had past and feelings do fade away, future more you're attached now. My life and motions have been a roller coaster without you ard and God have been blessing me richly with people and things ard me which i feel that i shld be thankful about :D Attachment, part time job, cell group,cca and church. more and more commitments i must say. But i thank God that i finally managed to get at least 7weeks off from part time job and get a good rest (: Meet up with people whom i used to lost contact with for quite awhile and it's great that we still have so many to talk about (:

2010-07-15T10:58:00.002+08:00

hello earthlings! here i am, updating my blog in school. heehee. It's Thursday and i can smell the weekends :D Ytd was a idk how but TIRED. school till 4pm, then work from 6pm to 1am! my goodness! without any break, or even drink water ): shopfloor so messy, fitting room and cashiers not enough people! it's totally not acceptable at all! but still, we managed to tidy everything then mac for supper!Reached home, bathe then sleep. Now, body aching and every other things. I have to admit that I'm old alrd like srsly.something to share, "Sometimes it's the smallest decisions that can change your life forever. Don't make promise when you are in joy, Don't make reply when you are sad, Don't take decisions when you are angry. Think twice. Act wise." Got it from yeok ling's blog and find it quite meaningful. Things got a lil better as days goes by, but till. I'm trying hard to let you go and never want you back again. T birthday coming and i really do hope to celebrate with T like real soon! oh well, take care.
i do hope that things will get better(:

2010-07-13T13:20:00.002+08:00

hello earthlings! SPAIN WON :D Had stayover at ken's place for soccer on monday MORNING. Followed by breakfast at mac, headed down to semb secondary school for GB day then school for lesson. Actually, i slept throughout the whole of my lesson ): Anw, watched movie at causeway point with Amos then went back home. Reached home, slept throughout till today morning :D super duper contented abt it! Today, still feeling sleepy as usual but better than ytd :D going town later just to repair my phone! and and and, raspberry sorbet later will make me feel much more happier :D Worked tmr, saturday and sunday. I guessed, sunday is the most tiring of all. 10am to 10.30pm! oh gosh. Talked to Janet and yanting abt me working at uniqlo and many more, they tried to help but i guessed the rest is still up to me to decide. i will let God decide everything. For now, i need to rest my brain and my body. both mentally and physically drain out! take care people!

you knw, i knw.

2010-07-06T11:07:00.005+08:00

hello earthlings (: yes,it have been so long since i last updated. School holiday are AWESOME much! Worked, gb and outing for the first 2 weeks of holiday then oversea on the last week :D i do miss 4 nights of partying at different rooms, mac delievery at night, killing insecets, bed bugs, watching soccer and night shopping without teacher's permission! Everything is totally crazy and fun. though we only get to knw each other for 5 days but it seems like we've knw each other for long. Monday school reopen and yay, i went to school like finally! Can't wait to meet my level 5 clique for dinner, friday for cell and weekends! A lil bit of up and down, here and there, sweet and sour. China trip is FUN but of course, if i knw this will happen, i will choose not go to china. Things didn't turn out well when we reached singapore and maybe, things got worst that we didn't expect. Talked, adviced, cried and everything else but it don't seems to work anymore. Maybe, maybe someday i will get over you and start a new life. Now, i need God and i need time for everything, anything.

Pictures look small because its taken from facebook. Most top is my dearest level 5 clique, followed by the whole of 32 students, 2 teachers and 3 tour guides. The last one, i love>

thank you, for making it an memorable one

2010-06-09T22:59:00.001+08:00

many things happened, many things to say. but not here, not anywhere. nobody know, nobody will find out. I'm good being alone now, maybe with lil few friends ard me will do. i shall keep all my comments,all the point of view and everything to myself. don't trust anyone,anybody now. till then.

2010-05-26T22:42:00.002+08:00

it all started well but ended badly. What else can i still say? you don't want to bother anymore my dear. Ever since then, you have given up and starts to get into a brand new life without me. Maybe, you'll be happier this way (: life have been up and down for me ever since then and things aren't great for me for the past 1 month. But i'm trying, trying to let go, trying to accept the fact that you ain't there anymore. alrighty, today is like the most &!%@*&!$@ dayyy! first, took the wrong bus. second, have to stay in school for 1hr aloneee! ( all thanks to marcus tan! ) third, i got bullied by some indian guys in school :/ urghhh! i'm super suay todayyyy )): Reached home at almost 9pm which make my day more !%*@&^$&^$ but who knw, home cooked food plus damien treating me to ice cream buffet on 4th June which totally brighten up my day! school tmr and yay, weekends! can't wait till friday cause i'm meeting my lovely girls (: oh well, i need to get some sleep nowww. my back is killing me alrd )):

ps; i <3 you boy.

What else can I say;

2010-05-24T10:23:00.000+08:00

2010-05-18T23:08:00.002+08:00

hello peeps! This few days kinda busy, running after the time instead of waiting. i srsly hope that i can cope well in my studies and work. Always skipped lesson on monday & friday which is a bad thing. and worst, wake up late for school ): School tmr = project day which i love/ hate it the most! oh well, i shal keep comments to myself or mr m. anw, i'm going injection tmr for guangzhou trip on nxt month?! shld i or shld i not? can somebody please tell meeee! and yay! thursday got school trip to some navy place (: can't wait! i've asked mummy to buy tibits for me, so that i can munch along the way there :D then friday is mummy's birthday (: dinner at somewhere and we're going IR for hmm, shopping? hehehehe. Saturady, sgt weekends with platoon 8 and dia. Sunday, kit birthday celebration. The most happiest thing is that, i'm OFF almost a week :DDDD And yah, everything starts on monday blues again. But oh well, i wanttt to ENJOY myself this week to the fulliest! tada

2010-05-12T22:55:00.002+08:00

when the heart does not want to give up, the mind comes up with as many reasons as it can to tell the heart to not lose hope. But if we take a step back and look, those reasons are only there because you want them to be. Perhaps it will hurt less if you let the heart give in, less hurtful for the mind, the heart and the other party. - got it from scandal's blog.

Quite meaningful though. oh well, back to my life :/ school isn't fun anymore ): test coming and project are killing! But still thank God that my holidays are coming in less than a month :D plus plus plus, its confirmed that i'm going GUANGZHOU! as for the malaysia trip for 4Bs to be confirm. sry ppl, i never check properly ): but hopefully weekends we'll be free okayy! Today totally AWESOME :D apart from that SUPER DUPER BIG ULCER from my mouth ): tmr tmr tmr! 13th 13th 13th. sunflower and cupcakes pleaseeee.

2010-05-05T19:21:00.002+08:00

hello earthlings! it have been a long while since i update this blog. many things happen, no matter sad or happy life have to go on (: Anw, i have been a good girl ever since last week :D slept early, cut down my msg and calls. So proud of myself! School can never be fun but not today (: school was totally awesomememememe todayyy! ETD lesson was crazy! carol and i were soooo crazy abt fried ice cream(: as usual, lunch at cafe 2 then BDA lesson. aft school, had my favourite seaweed chicken and spring roll! now, waiting for mummy to cook dinner for meee (: so long since i had home cooked food again. and yah, boyfriend said that i shld watch my mouth. Recently, my words aren't good hearing at all. Complains, scoldings, naggings and many more negative comments. I shld change and become more hmm, decent with my mouth? hahaha! Anw, tv! tv! tv till boyfriend call me at night (:

2010-04-19T22:53:00.002+08:00

It's Monday alrd! Time past soo fast.Another week has gone, and musical has finally ended. It's awesome and a great night :D Thank you people for attending the dinner esp boyfriend (: After everything, leonard drove us to east coast and had some catching up! Sunday, worked till closing which is not what i have planned to be but oh well, the more i work the more i earn(: Today, new week but i'm late for school which i can spoil my day. End up, lesson cancelled and yah. waste my trip to school ): End up, boyfriend and i went to expo and hoping that there will be some fair going on. disappointment lead us to nowhere. blah blah blah. Boyfriend went home and i went to damien's hse :D Going his hse is a greatest thing of all ! We had dinner together, we laughed and talked rubbish all the time! After so much, he walked me to the bus stop and yah reached home on time for my 9'oclock show :D School tomorrow and i do hope/wish that i won't over-slept again ):

2010-04-15T19:23:00.002+08:00

Soon it's gonna be friday :D i love weekends the most! First day of school isn't that bad afterall. But knowing that we have projects and more projects, it seriously killing. esp when you have to come out in groups and I have nothing to comment abt. MC today for both school and work. No voice coming out from my mouth plus keep coughing till my lungs are jumping out! lastly, flu stops me from breathing :( went to the clinic today and got scolded from one of the nurse. It's just plain not understanding enough for that nurse. Peanut porridge for lunch then medicine, it kept me sleeping till evening. Now i'm home alone waiting for my dinner and brother to be back home. Enrollment plus Musical coming real soon! I can't wait to see the number of people attending the dinner and hope that God will minster to them gracefully :D Hopefully after dinner, will have the time to spend with N & Y cause i miss them sooo much! And yes! I'm going guangzhou on 28th June till 2nd July :D Can't wait to be there! Oh well, i have to rest and get well by saturday(:

after so long

2010-04-11T00:34:00.003+08:00

time past really fast! my BIG 2 is over! thank you people for all the wishes, presents and celebrations(: Had a family dinner at boat quay which called brusell sprouts. Nice place to chill at (: After dinner, went cine and give pui pui a surprise! thank you scandal for helping me like throughout the day! everything goes well but pui pui's mum isn't happy. Pui pui drove us back home with his mum black face and i knw it was all my fault. Didn't sleep well cause had a big arugement with pui pui. messaged scandal and yah, she really comfort me a lot(: Today, had parade in the morning and i'm like super sleepy ): Had LJS for lunch at causeway point was a good one! having fellowship is something that i love the most :D After everything, took train to tampines. went back to uniqlo tampines one and i missed them all ): hopefully one day, they will all come somerset and join us(: hehehe. cabbed down to changi ferry terminal and waited pui pui , scandal , eugene and mattew to come. We had Aston for dinner at somewhere but actually we wanted to have chomps. oh well, nxt time. Then had ice cream fougde(whatever you spell that) at some nice place. Bus back to amk and i met this super weird and scary indian guy. then cabbed home from amk. I feel so spoiled by cabbing to everywhere i go. I'm just plain lazy to take bus or train anywhere. Rehearsal tmr and its the final one alrd. Actual day will be nxt week and i'm nervous :( School reopening just one more day itself ! i'm kinda miss school and excited to knw abt my new teachers and class. BUT i'm sooo lazy to go back. taking 969 with sooo many million people in the morning and that 1 hour of traveling time its totally killing me): oh well, i have to stop complaining and be contented abt what i have now.

yes, i love and thank God for him(:

2010-03-27T16:04:00.003+08:00

Time past so fast, half of the saturday is gone alrd. As usual, morning had parade and we had birthday celebration! This remind me that i'm soon gonna start my big 2 in like 4 days time! wow! not much celebration for me cause its the BIG 2! After parade, went home straight. Had lunch then bathe. Went to bed right after. Body aches everywhere! And i'm awake now updating hoping that i can choose not to work today(: but yah, fat hope! working till closing today, hope that i won't feel lonely cause pui pui not working today! and of course, i seriously do hope that i can go home earlier today so that i can wake up for tmr's combine service. Tmr going to have another rehearsal at YWCA from 3 till 9pm. 2 more rehearsal before everything get started! How exciting can that be. Till here people!

2010-03-23T23:58:00.002+08:00

sleepy! I'm seriously sleepy for idk what reason. People always say that, " Monday blues" but ytd, i had a fruitful one! time past so fast in work and Janet Jie Jie came back from Japan alrd! Worked for 5 long hours then ended work. Picked our uniform and yah, i prefer this time round's uniform. better and more hmm, prettier? hahaha! Soonafter, Janet Jie Jie treated us dinner at ding tai feng! my goodness! its pui pui's favourite, cause there's xiao long bao(: but then, cause it's Janet Jie Jie's treats so we both didn't dare to order xiao long bao. total cost for 3 of us were ard $60? hehehe. Went back home will a filling stomach! hehehe. Oh yah, Janet Jie Jie told me that she bought stuff from Japan for pui pui and me! so excited, hopefully she's bring it tmr! today, time past super duper uber slow which idk why! its so irritating that you have to stand at that same place for 2 and a half hours folding clothes which is NOT untidy at all ): so, i decided to go stock room and find pui pui every 15mins till pui pui get so irritated by me(: after work, pui pui and i went orchard central for FREECONEDAY at Ben and Jerry's. Their affair cookie is a super! new flavour(: pui pui, let's go BEN and JERRY again! lastly, my birthday coming and it also fall on scandal's prom! how sad can that be uh! oh well. to my scandal if you read this, i have told you what i want(: for more information, you can always msn, fb , msg or call me(: hehehe. this is a 20th birthday! big girl alrd. ps, i sound as if my birthday is tmr :P heheh.

one word,tired!

2010-03-21T22:39:00.002+08:00

I'm tired! Have been working straight 4 days. Rest on Friday, Saturday had parade but we played touch rubby throughout the whole of parade. Finally, i did some running after so many years ago. Had youth fellowship in the afternoon, so glad that Joy came(: had mac for dinner at some drive in mac at yishun. Rushed my dinner then train to work. Was late for half an hour, but thank God that none of the managers scold me(: Today, had full dress rehearsal from 3 till 8pm. Changing in and out, dancing here and there, running ard. How tiring can that be. But most importantly, its the memories and fun we all had(: Chong pang nasi lemak for dinner was a good one! fellowship together is always the best and most enjoyable of all(: soon after, von send me home. Bathe, unpacked all my stuff, getting ready for work tmr! Times has always past so quickly and i'm always running after time ): But thank God, I'm only working on Monday till Wednesday then on Saturday. Off on Thursday , Friday and Sunday(: i love to have off days on Friday and Sunday! Tmr shall be a brand new week and why is it Monday so far away from Friday! ): Need to rest my soul and body.

a short one will do

2010-03-18T15:31:00.002+08:00

alrighty.training camp just ended last week.i need to rest my soul more and more. first day of work isn't that good afterall.feeling weird and huge.cause the store is twice or 3times bigger than tampines.but working 5 hours is at though running 7 laps,20push-ups and 50sit-ups. hahahaha ! didn't make any new friends at all till now.oh well. Jen's friends hate and think that its irritating cause i keep greeting ytd.its like, hello?i thought its part of our job?if you all hate and think its irritating,then i suggest that you all shld change a better job.cause this job don't suits you (: today is the 4th day of work alrd.i really do hope that i will enjoy myself pretty much like how i enjoyed myself at tampines for the past 6 months plus plus plus! time for work,do hope that everything will be alright (:

I'm wondering

2010-03-05T00:01:00.002+08:00

hmm,have you all wonder what's your future would be ? or have you all plan what you guys wanna do in maybe another 5 years down to road? 5 years down the road and i'll be 25 alrd. that's very old. this few days, i have been wondering and thinking what i really want to do after i gradute. and finally i have come to an answer but uncertain. want to start working as a kindergarten teacher which i always wanting to be since idk when. but i'm still doubting myself. seriously, after studying so long in ITE. i'm kinda show no interest in studying anymore. doubting if i really shld start working & stop studying , doubting if being a kindergarten teacher can really be a life long journey? all the doubts and uncertains, i believe that God will lead me. Now, the only thing that i shld do is to concentrate , concentrate and still concentrate ! cause exam coming & i'm yet to prepare. anw, no school for now & i'm loving it ((: 2 weeks off from work , i'm super loving it ! hehehehee.can spend more time with family & boyfriend. seriously, how i wish year 2 can come quick ! so that, all the IT stuffs can be gone and here comes the business (((: anw, i shld get some sleep now & hopefully i can put in some important notes into my brain & keep it till monday to wednesday. take care & God bless.

the little love;

2010-03-02T19:15:00.002+08:00

hello all ! time flies and its the month of march alrd ((: it's the busier month of all i can say. firstly, tests and exams on the first two weeks of march , GB training camp on second week of march too.third week, new job place , new enivorment. Uniqlo 313. hopefully, it will be a good one.fourth week, my birthday plus guangzhou trip with the school.which means, i can't / i won't be celebrating my 20th birthday with many many people alrd )): oh well. including all my sundays have been taken out by musical rehearsal which i enjoyed it the most ((: there goes my march holiday which i never enjoy myself apart the guanzhou trip ((: seriously, i can't wait to go there ! what's more , boyfriend going with me too ! and boyfriend promised that he'll celebrate my birthday with meeee ! YAY me (((: as for now, i shld get my butt to study and stop complaining about anything / everything. tmr class test & two more papers to go and i'm done ! good news, i have made my i/c ever since don't knw when & its ready by 11march. and and and , faithful friend came back from his mission trip, we're gonna meet up on the 10th and hopfully yi xuan , yanling and chingying will join us tooo (((: anw, take care & God bless readers.Got to study soon.
its never ending

2010-02-13T16:22:00.002+08:00

helloooo ! firstly, happy chinese lunar new year eve everybody ! and happy monthly to boyfriend (: anw, ytd had lots of fun ! first, i was super early for school & not late.rushed my ppt but still un done )): can somebody save meeee with ppt cause i'm bad / lousy / blur at it. aft school, went to buy vday present.went home for a quick bath then went to meet boyfriend at ion.we had nydc for dinner then far east for last min cny shopping.finally, i bought my heels & dress(((: we then headed down to chinatown.its really people ! and manyyyyyy peopleeee ! don't knw how to describle but its really A LOTTTTT ! managed to buy extra new year goodies home and took picturess.today, woke up super early cause ah ma came my hse.yah,she talk very loud & like to wake me up for idk whatsoever reason.blah blah blah.& later in the night, going over to popo's hse for reuion dinner.can't wait to see damien & tell him a lot of stuff.plus,i changed my phone.i believe that many people wanna play with it (((: hahahahahaha ! lastly,whoever people that i knw whom read this,can you all please send me your contact number?i lost everything ))): thank you very muchhhh ! got to go get ready ! take care & God bless readers (((:

2010-01-30T13:00:00.003+08:00

hello ! alrighty, i shld post something useful today.didn't went for parade cause i sprain my wrist & my throat is burning ))): gonna slack at home for one whole day. everyone is out & i'm home alone.oh well.ytd, 5 of my classmates quitted ite cause they got place in poly.best wishes for them all ! & of course, we took many many photos (((: aft school, went to had lunch then went for facial appointment. aft facial, went back home then headed to town for cny clothes together with boyfriend.in the end, i bought nothing but only one belt & 2 banglets.had a filling dinner plus wonderful ice cream with boyfriend :D went home & guessed what? a 32 inch tv is in my living room ! super hyper about it. hehehehe.thank you mummy.today, don't knw why woke up at 7.30 & called boyfriend just to check if he's awake. hahahaha ! silly me. end up, i went back to sleep. then mummy bought breakfast for me & jen.blah blah blah.Jen went to work & urghhh ! oh well. boyfriend ended work & he told me something that pissed me off badly ! really, why is it so hard to work or get well with Japaness manager ! seriously, they are totally mailto:!&*$%5E@*!&#$*& oh well. till here. take care & God bless ((:

2010-01-25T23:18:00.002+08:00

hello ! this few days wasn't good for me. worked , school , sembawang sec cca open hse , fun parade last but not least, birthday celebration at downtown.ytd went east coast park with boyfriend.lay the mat & we had great fun relaxing.in the night,boyfriend & i had a heart-to-heart talk.it bothered me quite long & we both have made up our mind.though its still hurting in there, but we believe that time do heal everything.aft everything, boyfriend's mum came & fetch us for dinner. we went bedok foodcourt then changi village for nasi lemak.boyfriend's mum fetched me home & yah.didn't have a good sleep ytd night & woke up super late for school.missed the first lesson then had lunch at cafe 2.school wasn't great cause i'm tired & exams coming real soon ))): i need a A2 size drawing block to write all my networking commands so that i can bring in for my practial phase test.aft school, boyfriend went swimming while i went over to popo's place with damien.i do wish to stay over at popo's place for a period of time, so that can accompany her :))). had KFC for dinner with popo, damien & da yeh.took bus 85 back to yishun & thanks mien for listening. reached home, bathe then rushing for ohline test plus gb stuff. oh goodness me ! i need more time time time !

short & sweet

2010-01-20T10:51:00.002+08:00

heya ! i know i shouldn't be updating now & i'm suppose to be in school like nowwww ! oh well, over-slept then decided to attend afternoon lesson.why is it always so hard to get up early in the morning ))): its totally terrible & i shld start waking up early & be in school on time (((: anw, ytd had hair-cut at hougang as usual.reached home, had dinner then start watching my " hi my sweetheart" totally madness ! the show really very touching & made me cry a number of times alrd.Watched it till 2plus plus plus am & boyfriend was so pissed off with me. hahahahaha ! end up, i over slept & missed my morning lesson ))): boo hooo ! phase test coming & i'm still slacking. people ard me are rushing projects & mugging for exams but NOT me. tsk ! should stop reading & start studying (((: work later till closing & i do hope that i have lots of fun though i'm always pretending to be happy working there.anw, got to get ready for school alrd. if not boyfriend gonna kill me for being late againnnnn ! take care & God bless (((:
its always been like that

is it time;

2010-01-17T22:07:00.003+08:00

hey there ! didn't update for long. pretty lazy to update & i haven't been happy quite lately. skipped school for 2 days and its bad. real bad.i always love fridays for no reason.went to watch movie with boyfriend at the cathay then had dinner with andrea , nic , eugene. eugene's sister & boyfriend at aston. we finally had our chicken & steak ! went the other time & it's all sold out while its about our turn to orderrrr ! really pissed us of the other time & worst thing is, their customer service were terrible ! anw, wonderful dinner , wonderful fellowship = love it to the max ((: saturday , woke up earlier than usual. had YOG face-to-face training in school & its totally funnn ! we had refreshments & its niceeee.boyfriend ate a lot, that's all i knw (((: after YOG face-to-face training , boyfriend & i went to tampines for lunch then worked till 11 plus plus plus.cabbed home then tada ! Today , woke up then went for vocal training ! its fun , super fun ! but almost one whole day of vocal training, can really kill your throat.we trained all the songs but not the duet part.anw,its fun though its tiring.best part was, dia waited for me aft her meeting with mr johnthan abt es for hourss ((: ! love her to the max ! didn't meet boyfriend today & i suppose it a good thing? hahahaha ! finally have time with family which i love it most plus can rest at home after vocal training (((: was telling damien abt my walk with God & many more. mien , quite disappointing yea? i knw )): oh well.anw, my brain is full of songs ! whee heeee ~ alrighty,time for bed & boyfriend is asleep alrd.such a pig. oh well.good night & God bless. readers, you all shld go watch this ! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LR80EEsWauU something that i sang today during vocal training. hehehehe.
God, i need your guidance

its 2010 B2 !

2010-01-01T22:38:00.004+08:00

happy new year everyone !

its 2010 alrd.time flew very fast. & let's just not talk about school. projects undone & exams coming up real soon ))): this is bad, real bad.Anw, ytd was a super duper well spend nighttt (((: we( nic , eugene , marcus & i ) meet up at downtown for movie. sherlock homes which i wanted to watch it badly. & its really a nice movie.aft which, we went coffee bean to slack awhile with marcus's mum.then headed down to airport to fetch andrea ! soon after, we cab down to andrea's place, slack awhile & we decided to had our supper at teochiew porridge.its was yummy & filling (((: walked back to her place , then played wii. soon after , the guys started to just keep playing wii while we 3 were busy taking photos. self timing photos are really super ! lastly, we had white wine. thumbs up ! yummy but didn't finish it all. after everything, went back home early in the morning like 6plus am. & baby was really kind. he accompanied me all the way to yishun then he went back home.Reached home, bathe & went to bed till 3plus pm.Really very tired & body are aching all over which idk why.work tmr & its morning shift, hopefully everything will turn out good.dance on sunday plus work in the evening.there goes my weekend ))): anw, i so wanna go to the beach ! take care & God bless (((:

yes, i love him very much (((:

this is what happen when girls got hold of the camera (((:

last but not least, the 5 of us.

you knw , i knw

2009-12-25T23:40:00.002+08:00

merry christmas to all ((:

few days since i last updated.Anw, baby is back from his church camp like few days ago & i'm super happy abt it ((: guessed what, mummy allows me to stay over at nic's place for 2 nights ! one was last night. went to meet yeok & we shop ard town just to get presents.then went over to nic's place & extreme make-over ! ahahahah ! and its prettyyyy ((: then went to their church for mass.guessed who i saw? anseline. oh well. &&& nic was trying to protect meee. hehehe. thanks nic ! aft everything, we went to one coffee shop for drinks then headed to nic's place. played black jacks using peanuts then "cheat" aft that indian poker. hahahahah ! I guessed indian poker is the most fun & exciting part of all. whoever lose, they have to drink some stuff. & guessed what, marcus & nic went super high. hahahahah ! then melvin was controling them like some big brother (((: blah blah blah. had kaya toast for breakfast then went back to nic's place to sleep. slept for only 2 hours then wake up alrd ))): got myself prepared, went to meet marcus & off to work ))): blah blah blah. I'm back home & tada. tmr shall be a movie watching cum steamboat dinner cum majhong (whatever you spell that ) cum stay over at nic's place.its gonna be super duper fun ! & i'm so gonna sleep now.good night !

love each other

i miss you

2009-12-19T12:55:00.002+08:00

its only the 2nd day & i'm missing him badly alrd ))): but thank God, malaysia has internet connection so that baby can send me mail whenever he's free (((: had class bbq on the 16th dec, had fun with everybody who came & of course, most of us ton overnight.worked on the 17th in the evening then had supper aft work with baby.baby went for his camp on the 18th & i cired for no reeason :/ oh well. ytd, went tampines to meet eugene for christmas shopping (((: but we bought nothing. end up, we went to town , shopped ard , walked ard & eugene finally bought all his christmas presents & christmas cards(((: but i still can't my boxes! went to daiso but closed. oh well.going out with dia & yeok later & can't wait for my christmas present (((: but its raining & pouring outside & pinic is cancelled ))): tmr shall be family day since i'm not working, i have decided to rot at home for one whole day (((: Monday, Damien coming over to do christmas presents with meeee (((: & poor girl, i'm working on christmas day itself but i'm so gonna enjoy myself on the 26th(((: can't wait for baby to come back from his church camp ! boooooo! take care & God bless.
come back soon

grateful

2009-12-16T13:09:00.003+08:00

I shld learn to be much more grateful more than ever(((: Science centre was a nice one but not for applying driving part.i lost my i/c & well i can't apply for driving )): after everything, went out with nicole , eugene & marcus for andrea's birthday present. end up, we enjoyed oursleves without buying anything for herrr. hhahahaha ! then had supper with dia at sun plaza's mac.as usual, i'm always complaining to her abt many stuffs.Saturday, trip to batam was a SUPER ! though its only 1 day tour, but we all enjoyed ! bought myself DKNY perfume & really loved it to the max(((: Andrea & nicole boought so many stuff ! hahahaha ! marcus & i are really dumb enough cause we didn't really dare to spend money there. reason cause they count in thousands & million.hahahaha ! overall, i had fun & its really fun ! Sunday, its happy monthly (((: but sad thing is that, we had to work ))): Sunday night, went over to andrea's hse to give her birthday surprise & she's surprised ! hahaahaha ! Monday, worked in the morning then new moon in the afternoon ! its like finallyyy ! Ytd, worked for 9 long hours & its killing ): aft worked, went over to grandma's hse to accompany her. today, class bbq later at some park then work tmr & baby going his church camp soonnnn )))): oh well, i must really learn to be grateful & thankful(((:

i love batam & i wanna go againnn !

its raining , its pouring

2009-12-05T23:37:00.002+08:00

today was a great day i guessed.had parade in the morning then walked under a heavy down pouring rain. nydia & i were running out of the school & tries to reach home as fast as possible.but who knows, i fell & fall then hit my back ): called yoda san & told him that i can't worked today.felt so guitly then i decided to tuck myself into my bed & had a good rest aft a hot bath(: woke up, called my mum & know that she's with my grandmum.maybe, i shld also spend more time with my grandmum for the nxt few days(: brother came home aft his rehearsal & sister went for work till now still not back home yet.mac for dinner & its killing me.i'm very sure that i will grow fatter if i carry on eating junk food.really need to exercise once my holiday starts.oh yah! ytd was a terrible day for me): i lost my wallet and inside contain so many important stuffs ): people, please pray that i'll get back my wallet cause i don't wanna spend 100dollars on my i/c ): no dance tmr & working frm 6 till 11pm. hopefully will reach home before 12. i need rest rest rest ! something to be proud abt, monday i'm going for interview for the trip to cambodia nxt year.its school's event & i really hope that marcus & i can get it(: so many even coming up nxt year & can't wait :D God bless everything !

627287;

2009-12-01T22:42:00.003+08:00

seriously, i can't wait for science centre trip on nxt friday , batam trip on nxt saturday & of course, class bbq on the 16th dec & of course ! YOG training :D can't wait ! can't wait ! christmas coming & baby going for his church camp soonnnn ): urghhhh ! but i'm gonna work work work since holiday coming & also can earn more moneyyy & buy more things (: anw, phase test nxt tuesday & i'm so not prepared.Gotta do more practice & i'm sure i can pass with flying coloursss ! hehehhehe ! anw,short post will do ! byeeee :D

is loved !

its the promise;

2009-11-29T22:53:00.003+08:00

back for updates.haven't been updating for few days.Totally worn out for like 4 days ): something happened & i really wish i could spend more time with him ): grandfather past away, have been crying throughout but thank God, cousin damien was with me all the time.school starts tmr & hopefully it can keep me occupy.anw,baby have been very kind to me for the past 4 days ! accompanied me to sengkang then one of the night, he drove me for supper (: & not to forget, my lovely nya.talked to me till late night & always hearing my complains.hehehehe. thanks yea (: haven't been meeting my baby for one day & i'm alrd missing him. hahahahaha ! anw, yeok is back from her holiday & i seriously hope that nyj can meet up soonnnn ! & ONLY NYJ pleaseeeee ): maybe meet up for a drink or something. oh gosh ! good news ! holiday starting & i can't wait man.need time alone & also case studyyy during holidays ): can't wait for my batam trip with 6 ppl on first day of my holidayyyy ! wheeee ! then follow by class bbq :D can't wait ! can't wait ! so many events coming up ! wheeeee.YOG training is coming real soonnn ! hehehehe. lastly, i really do hope that i won't be late for school anymore, start going back to church & cell ): till here. God bless & take care readers !
that we both made

it have been so long;

2009-11-16T22:10:00.009+08:00

hello readers :D skipped morning lesson & late for afternoon lesson.Seriously, i can't work till late nights anymore. i need to rest badly everyday if not i'm sooo gonna be late for school everytime. baby came over then we headed to school together.called ms eunice & asked abt her health & her baby (: thank God that everything is fine. Now, have to pray that she'll recover from her cough sooon (: planned class bbq & hopefully it will turn out to be a succes one :D After school , had lunch at cafe 1 just only baby & me. then headed to tampines as usual. went uniqlo & see Janet for one last time ! i'm sooo gonna miss her & i cried ): took photo with her & we look alike. hehehehe.wanted to watch 2012 but tickets are selling fast. kinda disappointed cause i wanna watch that show since saturday ): baby is sweet enough that he booked tickets for tmr (: soon after, we walked ard tampines then headed back home. had pizza for dinner while baby is driving his mum's car ard singapore & left me alone at home. HAHAHAHAHA ! oh well. Worked tmr morning then lesson in the afternoon & movie in the evening (: YAY ! then wednesday & thursday are school then work ): friday, school then outting with people :D saturday, GB then outting with baby. sunday, work. there goes my week ! oh well. photos time !
and we finally get together

too happy to be loved;

2009-11-13T10:23:00.004+08:00

hello readers ! alrighty, i'm having a boring lesson now & yes, i'm blogging, facebooking & blah blah blah-ing (: friday is always the day that i LOVE the most cause its weekend soonnnnn ! can't wait ! even though i have to work :/ I have been late for school for the past many many weeks ): never been early before ! NOT EVEN ONCE ! Should start sleeping early & waking up on time, seriously can't be late anymore. Read yvonne's blog & i saw a small little part of that song lyrics. " sister to sister " i kept reading & singing it many times, it seriously reminded me that it hv been so long since i last meet up with many people like dia & yeok. Phase test coming & yea, haven't been studying since the first day of school ): have to start studying & stop working till late night. Read Joanna's blog & i saw this phase, " Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion." Dance rehearsal have been doing great & pretty enjoying it (: Friday the 13th ! oh mind oh mind. but its happy monthly :D hahahahaha ! oh well. after school, i'm sooo gonna enjoy myself ! wheeeee ! lastly, Jen working at uniqlo ion today. hopefully, she won't feel tired after work. HAHAHAHAHAHA ! take care & God bless readers(:

you're my sunshine, my only sunshine.

i'll follow you;whenever you go.

2009-11-02T22:38:00.008+08:00

good evening people ! this few days have been doing great with my school work , work & gb :D i thank God for that. Time past really fast & my pay is coming (: can't wait for my pay to come ! hehehe. Let's see, saturday morning meet up with platoon8 girls & dia to go escape. we had lots a of fun & great fellowship ! Aft that, went to work & i thank God for everything. my Manager praise me and i'm super happyyyy ! Sunday, meet up with baby in the afternoon at tampines. Ate some snacks then off to work.Had OT ytd till late night. then cabbed back home with baby. of course, its our manager's money. HAHAHAHAAHA ! at least, did spend time with baby a little after work than nothing :D Monday, which is today. was late for school for 1 hour cause overslept. thanks to boyfriend who called & woke me up (: school was alright, at least i did some work & learn something new. lunch at eastpoint was a little weird.aft school, went to shop ard for our deco on our little bear (: we're gonna do it tmr ,can't wait ! then aft, baby & i went to had our mee sua then walked ard tampines as usual. bus back home , bathe & had siblings conversation then dinner time ! dinner was a super one ! we had CRABS ! & its Jen & mine FAVOURITE ! thumbs up & we love mummy (: now i'm back posting with my heavy eye ): i'm sooooo tired now ! work tmr morning then school in the afternoon. its gonna kill me so badly. just hope that God can give me more than enough strength for everything (: lastly, please pray for my back ): it hv been aching since morning.

i have a lovely , wonderful & sweet boyfriend (:

we all enjoyed ourseleves & thank God for everything :D

i love you, i love you, i love you.

the love;

2009-10-25T00:17:00.006+08:00

Grettings ! let's see. Friday, wasn't late for school & i'm still consider one of the early ones. heheh. had mac for lunch aft school with chris , bin quan , amias , suhaida (idk how to spell) & marcus. aft lunch, we went to walk ard tampines & had fun :D i wanna go malaysia ! one day trip(: who wanna go with me? aft everything, went back home & got myself prepared then meet baby under my block.went to ion for window shopping.The dress frm NET's price had drop & i'm still waiting:D hehehehe.saw cher & Joanne at ion too ! lastly,baby & i bought popcorn with funny funny flavour BUT its nice :D i LOVE the tom yum. went back home then sleep cause too tired alrd. today, had parade in the morning.opend up my popcorn & shared with almost everyone in the parade. they all said its nice.so,nxt time shld buy other flavour.aft parade,went home then bathe.meet up with dia , yeok & ms jiaying for lunch.lunch at food court was super ! esp the fellowship part.aft everything, bus down to work.aft work, bus back home & talked to baby on the phone till he fall asleep.blah blah blah.1st rehearsal tmr then work till closing.Hopefully, i'll hv the strength for everything cause i'm really very tired.oh well.till here.God bless & take care :D

is forever

idk why,but i found out that he look innocent in this photo.

he looks weird with that spec of his :/

STOP SMOKING , START BREATHING;

2009-10-23T00:38:00.005+08:00

good morning people ! school starting in another 7 and a half hours time & i'm still wide awake ! oh my oh my ): just can't get back to sleep aft coming back from vivo city. thursday, over-slept and didn't made it for pe lesson.& i'm not going pe lesson nxt week cause of work, following week won't be having pe cause teacher hv something on.oh my gosh! i seriously do need some exercises ! end up, baby came over & cooked lunch for Jen , me & himself :D we had spaggettes or whatever you spell that. its really nice & much more nicer than mum's. hahaha! aft everything, went vivo for window shopping & i'm so gonna buy my gummy bear sweets ! had dinner at "jia xiang mien" and its a fruitful one. saw this roadshow abt smoking. we did many crazy stuff there & its pretty cool.tried 2 tops at FOX & i seriously wanna get one of them ! baby wanted to get one for me but he got rejected by me :D hahahahaha! oh well, time to save money :D can't wait for my nxt pay to come ! i hv so many things to buy but still, i hv to save :D till here. take care & God bless.

this picture took quite some time. oh well. we can be playful at times & never get things serious. but i still love him :D
quoted by: Marcus & Joleen

wonder;

2009-10-16T22:20:00.002+08:00

greetings to all ! it hv been awhile since last update.Its weekend now & there goes my weekdays doing nothing but school & work.First day of school was weird & kinda uneasy abt it.13 oct is a :D day for me. aft school, went out & reached home at late night.really very happy & blessed to hv you by my side baby (: we two really went through a lot for the past 5 months & this day, its the day :D love you. thursday, went to watched "500 days of summer" with baby then went to work. Terry & awie came over to find us after their school orientation & i'm really very happy to see them (: Friday which is today. woke up early morning, went school with my sister & guessed what, we're late for more than an 1 hr to school due to heavy traffic jam.can't concentrate during lesson & urgh ! oh well. Aft school, had KFC for lunch with chris , marcus , amias & bin quan. aft everything, bus down to eugene's place & waited for him. then cabbed down to shaw center for our facial ! it hv been a long time since i last went for my facial ! & this time was a great one ! oh my gosh ! aft everything, train back home. went to bed till now & i'm awake. Work tmr morning & hopefully i can go mentro sales aft work tmr. who wanna join meeee?! Sunday, working frm 5 to 10pm :D then monday back to school again. oh well. this is my life ): hopefully, i will enjoy it & can't wait for my nxt pay to come ! hahahahahaa ! oh well. think i'm stopping here, need to rest early. good night & God bless readers :D
if it would last long

that night;

2009-10-05T22:59:00.010+08:00

it hv been a long time since my last update. School starting in another few days time & i still want a longer holiday. Seriously, i hv been working since the day i started work. oh well. can tell that i need money badly ): had great time with my babies ! went out with them on friday & we really hv so many to catch up ! i want to hv more outtings like these ! nxt outting will be with NYJ then followed by yanling & amos after amos's O levels. hopefully, he'll join us by then ): working morning shift tmr & hopefully i hv the strength for everything cause i'm super duper tired now ):

know them since primary 4 & we three still love each other very much :D

the rest will be uploaded in facebook.till here. take care & God bless readers:Dthat kiss

don't you think;

2009-10-02T09:39:00.002+08:00

This weeks hv been a idk what week for me. ups & downs. oh well this is life. Worked on Monday , Thursday & soon, Saturday & sunday.Tuesday , Wednesday & Friday is something that i wanna relax. Went out with Zoe , Melvin & Marcus on tuesday. We watched The ugly truth & had lunch at burger king.Soon after, they went back home then marcus & i went to watch fame plus dinner at KFC. Reached home ard 11plus 12. Wednesday, hahahahahaha ! secret:D Anw, ytd had morning shift & i'm late ! late for half an hour. During one of my break time, marcus & i checked our results. oh well. After work, we watched movie again ! hahahaha! there's too many shows that i wanna watch alrd. Reached home 12plus. & i'm awake now. Simply, i can't sleep well last night. Disappointed in myself & nobody can help me. I 've declined the course from tp. many reasons of declining it & now i'm kinda regretted.Did badly for my first sem & my results demoralized me badly. Totally hv no motivation to go back to school anymore. Called Damien & i cried to him so badly but thank God, he's always there trying to make me smile.I keep telling myself not to ponder abt it & i can always work hard next sem. but i just can't stop crying over my disappointing results.Seriously, if i ever get back my results slip, i will wanna throw it away.Lesson learnt,i must study hard & not to take things too lightly.oh well. Can somebody pls comfort me ):
somethings are better left unsaid

the truth is out;

2009-09-19T22:30:00.002+08:00

Just got myself a great long bath aft long hours of meeting at ms junn's place.ytd, slept at 4am & woke up at 715 today.due to talking on the phone till late night BUT finally sort out all my feelings & thoughts abt us (: hopefully we'll maintain like it is. Anw, today's meeting is sort of a wake up call for me to really go think abt it.really hv to start praying & ask God. aft meeting, we had bbq fellowship with the BB. had a great time & really enjoyed myself a lot by eating chicken satay :D yum yum ! went back home early together with dia. reached home,bathe then went online.tmr's combine meeting is gonna be a short one. & hopefully i can reach Damien's place on time for dinner (: really miss family gathering a lot & I'm sooo not gonna miss this one again. cause they're gonna talk abt our up coming family trip to Malaysia :D can't wait ! and guessed what, i still haven't get my pay ): & really hope that i can get it as soon as possible. can't wait to buy my favourite necklace ! or maybe, somebody wanna buy for me? hehehehe. i want my own camera , that $1.50 orange pen, my favourite necklace & story books that i saw at TIMES. who wanna buy for me? hehehehe. lastly, i wanna eat mooncakes sooooo badly ! idk why.hahahaha! anw, i need to sleep now. I'm super duper tired.take care & God bless readers:D
hopefully, one day

no matter what;

2009-09-19T00:29:00.005+08:00

good morning people ! hohohohoh ! as i said, i will try uploading 3 different special ppl on my blog ever update.

her name is Nydia Lim Wei Ling ( she's gonna kill me for putting her full name ). She's my nya in another words, she's my "mother". My GB best buddy & of course, we do stupid things together that is why we formed " NYJ". She is somebody that i complain & gossip most of the time. We love eating many many nice food & we always waste money for no reason. HAHAHAHA ! She is some body that i don't dare to cry to her cause she will scold me ): Lastly, she's my lovely nya for 2 years & still counting.

They are my gift from God :D 3 pretty ladies wearing blues plus skirt are my precious plus sunshine.Watching them grow everyday & they can just make my day by making me smile :D Lady in black is my officer. We shared many many stuffs & she knw me very well. I love her too ! Lastly, i love them all :D

Oh well. Only 2 photos uploaded cause i don't hv the rest of theirs photos :D Anw, didn't work today & i really enjoy staying at home with my sister. went over to Damien's hse at ard 3plus. Woke him up cause i wanna eat chocolate cake :D Aft everything, went back to yishun & meet up with Joanne & Cherlyn.We finally had cell today ! or rather, i finally go back to cell. sigh. Of course, we shared a lot of stuff & talk a lot of nonsense.blah blah blah.GSM tmr & hopefully i can wake up on time.Seriously, i can't wait for the BBQ :D hehehehehe.Till here.Take care & God bless readers:Dyou still can't forget & i hv decided

give yourself;

2009-09-14T13:30:00.006+08:00

His name is Marcus Tan Ting Xian. Somebody that i hv been seeing him for the past many many days because we worked under the same company.But now, we both are different shift & its kinda sad cause nobody can entertain me alrd ): & he's also my listening ear for many many rubbish & nonsense.Lastly, he's a nice nice friend of mine :D

His name is Ang Bin Quan. He hv another name that can only been address by me, which is babyyy :D We both are orange-lovers & i believe that we love each other very much. He can never fail making me laugh like some mad girl almost everyday & the whole class agreed with it :D & we both love taking pictures at some random place on some random timing. We named oursleves as the Bs or double Bs :D Lastly, he's my best best friend.

Her name is Wong YeokLing. She is my boyfriend for more than a year & still counting. We never fail to make each other cry , laugh & do stupid things together. Just like my bangs, she's the one who asked me to cut :D We're the chocolate & Green tea-lovers :D We like to hang out at coffee bean, gossiping & share on many many things.Lastly, she's my pretty boyfriend ever :D

Each update with 3 pictures uploaded. Its gonna be sooo fun ! hahahaha ! Hopefully they don't read these. Anw, 3/4 mile parade was a nice & fun one. I LOVE the bbq-ing part :D Ytd, had work at 6 till closing. So tiring even though its only 5 hours. Think i'm getting older each day ): Working today till thursday frm 6 till closing. Friday is the time for my cell peeps & i seriously miss them. Saturday , Sunday is GSM day & its gonna be a long day. I can't wait for the BBQ part cause can eattttt :D hehehehe. Lastly, i miss my silly ): gonna meet silly later just for that hour.Take care & God bless.

2 more months

JOLEEN;

2009-09-11T21:15:00.003+08:00

Today's post might be a long one. I hv realise that i must be thankful in whatever things i hv in my life now. I hv a wonderful mummy that support me the most, sister & brother whom always compromise & love me the most.My full time listening ear which is my favourite cousin, Damien Chan.We are the green lovers:D I hv 2 sweet , nice & crazy girlfriends. They are Nydia & Yeok ling. We three never fail cry , laughing & doing stupid things together :D I hv this super duper bad babyyy ! But he's the one who always hears my complains. He is none other Ang Bin Quan. We're the Bs & we both are orange lovers :D We think a lot & like to gossip abt many many ppl. HAHAHAHAHA ! & of course, we both LOVE disturbing each other which idk why. I hv this very close , best friend of mine. We hang out together most of the time, doing crazy stuff like going ikea & played almost everything & many ppl thought that we're together. He is none other than Marcus Tan. He is somebody that i rely on,msg & talked most of the time.& of course,we tends to quarrel even on small little things.Lastly,i hv this 2 close boyfriends.Known them for 2 years plus plus.We been through many many things.Cried,lies,play,bgr & many many more.They are none other than Amos Chong & Chua Yixuan.Even though i hv lost one of them, but the memories we 3 shared can never be replaced by anything or anyone.One is faithful friend, another is my part time boyfriend.& of course, my other secondary school friends like the twins,chaoshi,yiting & many more.Seriously,i thank God that he send down many many angels to be there for me & i must really be contented.Anw, today in the afternoon met up with Marcus & accompanied him to tp for his appealing.Aft everything, as usual. We both went to Uniqlo & asked abt my pay.Really feel damn sad abt me getting back my pay D: & Marcus can really laugh at me.How evil can he be!blah blah blah.Aft everything, went over to Damien's hse for some slacking session.Actually, we're eating most of the time.hahahahaha ! Then went back home with filling stomach.Tmr, work in the morning then camp in the afternoon.I'm gonna be so dead cause i haven't done with my sharing D: Lastly, mummy bought chocolate cake frm coffee bean for me :D Super Duper happy & its gonna be my supper :D Think i'm stopping here. take care & God bless readers:D
misses her silly badly D:

its coming;

2009-09-10T10:59:00.001+08:00

helloooooo ! it hv been so long since i last updated my blog. hohoho. i'm the world happiess girl ever ! hehehehe. my exam is OVER & i can ENJOY my longgg holidayyyy :D wheeeee ! let's see, ytd aft exam went to TP cause terry got into tp & he seriously very happy abt it. We had BK for lunch & its really damn filling. Soon aft, took bus with marcus & we both like having bus trip ard the world :/ but its like damn fun PLUS tiring ): Reached home at ard 8plus 9pm. Had dinner then went online awhile. Today, i'm working frm like 1 to 11 & its seriously gonna kill me ): hopefully, i will work fitting room whole dayyyyy :D 3/4 mile coming & i haven't even prepare my sharing !boo hooo. GSM is another big event. Anw, i seriously hv nothing to update . so tada ! got to go prepare for work. take care & God bless.
so what if its the 13th,it doesn't mean anything anymore

wondering;

2009-09-02T23:31:00.000+08:00

helloooo my dear dear ppl. Exam coming & i'm like sooooo relaxing :D hohohoho. Anw, i took off for almost a week & i'm pretty happy abt it. So that i can spend more time with my love ones & of course my studies. Let's see, ytd afternoon went over to hougang & meet up with Marcus. He wanna go for a hair cut then we went to study. Studying at kovan mac was a great one ! everyone ard us were like studying really hard & so are we.Aft everything, yeok & phobe came to hougang & meet us. then we 4 had dinner at some coffee shop. Who knws, yeok , phobe & i went to alan & guys for hair cut. hahahahaha ! Its seriously is a extreme make over for meeee ! But no regrets cause i look much more prettier with this hair style. hehehehe. Aft everything, bus home & blah blah blah. Today, had PCS lesson in the morning & it seriously is killing me. keep writting down notes & joking with my bin bin :D Aft school, went over to Uniqlo and meet up wih Marcus. Had lunch at some coffee shop then study at mac. This time ard, i didn't managed to study any cause i'm really tired. End up, we both gave up & we went for some window shopping :D In the end, we still ended ourseleves at hougang. hahahahaha ! Slept throughout the whole Journey then went over to amk S11 to hv dinner. YUM YUM ! This time ard, the dinner is SUPER ! Better than ytd's. oh my oh my. i'm gonna grow fat each day ): Aft dinner, TP ppl called & sigh. long story. DAMIEN CHAN, you said that you'll tell me what to do. haiis. I feel that i'm soooo dumb laaa. urghhhh ! But i hv made the promise to let it go. haiis. anw, take care & God bless readers:D
what am i suppose to do

the sweetness;

2009-08-31T10:12:00.002+08:00

Greetings everybody ! Joleen Chew hv been very busy for the past 1 week. She hv been working since Wednesday & today she still working till closing. BUT BUT BUT, i'm off from tmr till Friday then Saturday get back to work again. Hopefully, i can spend my time wisely by doing my past yr papers & study for my exam since its exam week now ): Heard something bad but surprising on don't knw when. Told him abt it & he got sooo angry :/ Anw, ytd was a great one ! time past really fast & get to work with my dear dear ferline. Found out that she's frm GB & she's also CHRISTIAN :D hohohohoho ! &&& ytd, during work time i did something really silly but when i saw his replies, can really feel the sweetness in us or maybe i'm thinking too much?but whatever it is, can really feel that we two are smiling at that point of time & i thank God for that :D ytd closing was a longggg one. i miss my team talk cause was helping Michelle. Aft everything, had mac for supper with Ryan , Ferline & Marcus. Took my last bus & i reached home at ard 12plus going to 1am. Talked on the phone for awhile then off to my bed.Felt so guilty today cause didn't managed to wake Marcus up on time ): hopefully he won't be late for his work. Today, work 1230 all the way till closing.Readers, pls come pay a visit cause i'm gonna be dead since Ferline took 2 weeks off & Marcus worked till 630pm today. If readers, wanna come find me. I'm either at man or woman's fitting room if not, i will be running ard the shop holding many many clothes :D Lastly, i'm counting down to my pay day even though this month's pay isn't that high BUT better than nothing. I hv sooo many things to buy for myself & many ppl :D Have to stop here & shall update some other time. Take care & God bless ppl :D
can never be forgotten

the care frm you;

2009-08-25T21:36:00.000+08:00

hellooooo ! I'm back updating :D But, i'm gonna get back to do my ONLINE test :/ there's like sooo many chapters to goooo ! Anw, School was alright today just that, something happened & it really piss me off. oh well. Today's Java really make me feel like killing the computer. make me damn pissed off laaaa ! idiot. urgh ! But with God's help, everything is fine & back to normal. Anw, i hv completed many many stuff today & i'm really very happy that i make full used of my time :D will be working on Wednesday till Sunday frm evening till closing & i'm gonna be sooo dead ): I don't really wanna work such long hours cause exam coming. haiis. oh well. I need God's strength & everything that he can gave me :D Studying week coming which means exam coming & i haven't study anything yet ! NOT even a single chapter. oh my oh my. PCS past yr papers NOT done. & i hv like 2 BNI past yr papers PLUS 3 PCS past yr papers not done ): I seriously need to get some scolding frm anybody. haiis. Really need to buck up & study hard now. Anw, stopping here. need to rest early cause tmr having PCS practical phase test ): Take care & God bless readers.
is ever lasting

thank you;

2009-08-23T12:42:00.000+08:00

There goes my weekend. Another week gonna past just like that. Hv been pretty busy for the past few days. Daily routine, monday & tuesday school till evening. Wednesday , Thursday , Friday school till afternoon then work till closing. Saturday, parade in the morning then work in the afternoon till closing. Sunday, depend on working time. Oh well. Haven't start studying anything yet for my exam on sept which is coming real soon ): Ytd work was a terrible one ! i'm like super blur & got knock on myself then now with a super duper painful blue black. Reached home with a heavy down pouring rain. Talked on the phone with him & we both fall asleep. Only when ard 10plus in the morning, i realise that we didn't hang up the phone. & he wasted his phone bill for ard 6plus hours. hahahahahaa ! We both woke up then continues with our conversation :/ Working later & meeting marcus 330pm at tampines. I'm sooooo super duper lack of sleep now. Even though i hv been sleeping hours but my body still aching like crazy ): But thank God, today end work at 10 instead of closing. If not, i hv to walk home again. hahahaha ! &&& i MUST get my uniform by todayyyy ! Its like all the new staff got theirs alrd but not me cause idk which to choose. Let's see what i'm having this coming week. Monday lesson as usual, Tuesday Java phase test ( i'm sooo dead & jia wen ! help me plssss :D ) , Wednesday, PCS then work. Thursday , ( depending if i'm going swimming or not ) lesson then work. Friday, lesson then work. Saturday , parade then work. Sunday, work. sigh. i don't hv time for myself & can really go bang wall alrd. Anw, need to go prepare alrd. Take care & God bless readers:D
for the time spend

you love me;

2009-08-20T01:52:00.002+08:00

Good morning ppl. must be very surprise that i'm updating at this kind of time. Oh well, i'm rushing my ppt , report & some other stuff. So does my classmates. Mostly everyone is rushing their packet tracer , ppt & report. poor thing. & last min work isn't that good ! Worked today & it ended 11plus. we had some photo taking cause somebody is leaving. Missed my last bus frm yishun to sembawan & poor me, hv to walk home frm yishun back to my hse ): Thank God tmr not working BUT i'm having pcs practical test & BNI lesson in the morning. Seriously, i'm gonna be soooo dead by then. So many exams , class test , projects , GB to handle & working almost everyday. its killing me & i'm dying slowly. Friday , Saturday & Sunday all 3 days i'm working night shifts & how bad can it be. i need REST , i need SLEEP ): Thank God that , friday & sunday marcus work the same timing as me. if not, i'm gonna be sooo bored :/ Anw, today aft my PCS practical exam. Bin & i went over to cafe one for lunch then mlc to rush our ppt. MLC's computers keep giving both of us problems, bin & i seriously died there. hahahahaha ! Aft everything, went for PCS lesson BUT i still rush my ppt. How i wish dia was there for me. cause i knw she's good at ppt. Oh well. Aft school, went over to tampines, met up with marcus. Had dinner then went to work. Today's sales was great ! esp the woman's front. hehehehe :D Long day tmr & i really need to sleep now. Take care & God bless readers.
you love me not.

the reason why;

2009-08-16T10:22:00.000+08:00

hello readers ! i'm back with my posting. so long ever since i last updated. boo hoo ! Anw, i went to hong kong for 1 week :/ suppose to be just 5 days but something crop up & i hv to stay at hong kong even longer D: Reached singapore on the 12th & i missed celebrating my dear dear yeok ling's birthday ! i bet she's very sad laaaa. cause i never spend her birthday with her ): but i believe that she will love her presents a lottt :D The moment i reached home frm hong kong, i rushed down to town & meet veera they all for case study :/ by the time i reached there, they are done with it. how dumb can that be ! blah blah blah. on the 13th ! hohohoho :D my favourite date & he knws abt it. school as usual & nothing changes. Aft school , went for job interview with awie , terry & marcus. who knws, we 4 got into the same job :D Friday, aft school. went down & sign some contract thingy. then saturday which is ytd. Morning, went for gb & taught platoon 9 tdb. I thought that i will hv difficulties teaching them cause i never teach or sit in to any tdb lesson before. but thank God, he helped me throughout & i really thank him a lottt. Dia didn't come for parade cause she took leave due to her exam. Aft parade, went for lunch with dia at mac & we had GREAT time (: miss her sooo much ! then went to settle some stuff , rushed home , bathe then go for work. First day of work & i'm late for few mins. Saw pei yi ( my new make friend ) & she smileee at meeee (: then terry , marcus & awie. Worked at the men's section together with terry. then awie worked at the fitting room together with marcus somewhere near the men's section. End up, we all 4 worked at the men section. hahahahaha ! but thank God we 4 managed to work together if not its gonna be soooo weird. But i still managed to make new friends (: Today, hopefully i won't be bored cause won't be working with awie , terry & marcus anymore. different timing. Oh well. enough of my working stuff. I seriously gonna HATE hotmail ): i can't send mails which means i can't send platoon 9 their tdb slides. oh my gosh ! & i'm having 2 papers on tuesday which i haven't even study any yet. Monday school frm 9 to 5.30pm ): Anw, i hv to study hard & work hard for everything ! But i hope that you'll stand by me, you knw how much i need you. Till here, hv to prepare for work alrd. tada & take care readers (:
4 months hv past & i just want it that way

is a happy girl;

2009-07-26T23:10:00.003+08:00

helloooo readers ! let's see , ytd parade in the morning was GREAT ! finally get to see my lovely &funny gb girls (: they never fail to make me laugh. Everything was alright but not till afternoon. Don't knw why, during parade then suddenly got bad flu. urgh ! dumb dumb me ! Aft parade, accompanied my nya to NTUC & buy some ham & cheese :D aft everything, we headed home. Reached home, bathe & sleep for awhile then went to Joanna's chalet at downtown east. BBQ , talking to my cousins & making new friends were fun ! Just that, somebody was soooo angry with me over the phone just because i wanna like, " walk ard till i get myself lost " HAHAHAHA ! then he was like, &!%@&!$^@&*!% over the phone at meee. what the hell D: but soon aft, he isn't angry anymore. hehehehe :D went back home at ard 12plus & thanks to shi yun's brother who drove Jen & me home (: blah blah blah. Today, woke up at ard 11plus then played ma jiang at home frm like 12plus till 630pm & i won $2.20 (: hahahahaha ! then went back to sleep till 8pm. had dinner then bathe. somebody called & told me that he went to watched harry potter ytd ! boo ! stupid him, i'm gonna HATE him for sure cause he went to watch the show without me D: talked for awhile then he went to bed alrd. Now, i'm super duper tired plus sleepy for no reason. School tmr & monday is always blue for me ): oh oh oh ! lastly, i'm gonna take back PCS paper tmr & pls pray hard that i won't cry aft looking at my result because i hv this bad feeling. Take care & God bless readers.
because you love her

i will keep it safe & sound;

2009-07-25T00:02:00.002+08:00

happy birthday to marcus tan & my lovely grandmother :D

So long since i last update my blog. Hv been quite busy recently & kinda lazy to update too. hahahahaha ! Anw, today was the most tiring day of all la D: woke up late & bus 969 broke down for don't knw whatsoever reason. then late for school cause marcus tan is late too :/ BNI was alright & my case study is not done ! what the hell ! had PCS test at 1030 in class & i can confirm that i'm gonna fail badly ! boo hooo ! aft everything, went to tampines with Chris & we bought birthday cake together. then bus back to school. how retarded can it beee ! hahahahaha ! didn't really surprise marcus tan but then i'm very sure that he LOVE his presnts :D hehehehe. played a bit of soccer with them then went back home with Jen. blah blah blah. bus down to yishun to meet Rill & Mien. I miss them soooo much ! & sry faithful friend, i can't meet you today D: reached popo's hse & we played black jack :/ guessed what, i won like 28dollars ! hahahaha ! aft everything, we went to kovan for dinner. aft dinner, went back to popo's hse again for cake cutting session. guessed what, eugene ! i saw youuuu ! oh well. maybe i shouldn't even see you. hahahaha ! anw, the birthday cake was nice & i really LOVE it. blah blah blah. uncle drove Jen & me back home. blah blah blah. Now, i'm home & i'm really very tired. Parade start tmr & its gonna be FUN :D think i'm stopping here. too tired to carry on. good night & God bless.
the promise that you made for me

pig , you're mine !

2009-07-14T23:27:00.003+08:00

hello readers ! hohohohoh ! school was alright today just that i'm super duper tired whenever its BNI lesson ! oh well. Anw, BNI lesson was pretty alright compare last week's. today we managed to do some practical which can keep me awake. lunch at changi village is super ! the nasi lemak there are yum yum ! I LOVE sugar cane :D Aft lunch , went back to school & hv our java test. Java was alright , thanks to zhen ci , mel & hibri who helped. Aft school , took bus to tampines with many ppl. hahahahaha ! aft that, went to tampines & walked ard with veera , terry & marcus. walked till we got work to do ! hahahahahaha ! so damn exciting ! oh my gosh ! its like aft so long since i work? anw, reached home at ard 8plus & watched my RED THREAT :D blah blah blah. & i'm here online. Don't knw why, suddenly got slight fever D: better recover by tmr if not got no strength to work D: think i'm stopping here. God bless & Good night readers !
pig, this is for you.
thanks for being there for me;
thanks for the concern you hv shown;
thanks for the care;
thanks for the scoldings;
thank you pig !
i knw you're always there for me.
& i'm your dumb dumb

its the day;

2009-07-13T22:40:00.004+08:00

cupcake & sun flower is what i want from you today ! end up, i got nothing from you at all :/ maybe i'm expecting too much & knowing that things won't turn out the way i wanted it to be. oh well. haven't been updating for longggg & i'm lazy :/ NO tennis on last friday, went for job interview & really hope that they will call meee ! i need to work soooo badly D: weekends can ~~never~~ be FUN ! once again, there's no parade due to H1N1. & it makes me feel more & more lazy cause i hv been waking up late like 12pm in the afternoon? oh my gosh ! Had cell on saturday & it hv been so long since i last attended my cell D: bad girl huh ! faithful friend knw abt it & he was like super duper happy cause i attended my cell? hahahahahaha ! sunday was alright. spend my time well with my family at home doing nothing :D its great to stay at home with your family members. Today, even though school starts 1pm & i still can get late for lesson. oh my oh my ! I better start to sleep early & not be lazy anymore. Anw, school was great & teacher release us early :D whoo hooo ! Reached home, bathe , nap a bit then dinner :D mummy cooked sweet & spicy prawns ! 3 cheers ! I'm here online , trying to do that case study which idk how :/ & worst still, my partner is a very lazy person & don't even knw how to do. tsk ! never mind, i shall make him do everything & i will use eye power :D hahahahahaha ! ohhh ! & one important thing, my tamakuchi ( whatever you spell that ) is back ALIVE ! all thanks to DAMIEN CHAN :D he bought me new battery! hahahahaha ! lastly , school tmr & sigh. long dayyyyy PLUS java test which i HATE it the most D: anw, stopping here. God bless & Good night :D
but i don't sense the importance anymore

love me for a reason;

2009-07-08T23:11:00.004+08:00

yea, JOLEEN CHEW is seriously damn sick now D: didn't go school today & i believe that many ppl miss me :D hahahahaha ! did nothing much at home, watched tv , play computer then sleep. blah blah blah. & guessed what, i took curry fish head for dinner today ! boyfriend, find one day we'll go chong pang eat with your daddy ! hohohohoh. Anw, ytd was wendy tey's birthday & we gave her a mini surprise :D hope she LOVE it. school tmr & i'm always soooo reluctant to go school which idk why. & i need to work so badly ! who can offer me JOBS?! oh my gosh. lastly, ppl pls pray that i can recover as soon as possible so that i hv the strength to disturb ppl :D till here. God bless & take care :D

let the reason be love

its the accompany

2009-07-04T00:29:00.015+08:00

hello readers ! haven't been updating for long & i'm pretty busy enjoying my last week of holiday :D Monday, met up with marcus , veera , terry , melvin , amias for case study. end up, we did nothing cause nobody can do it. we went to lan instead. then had botak jons for dinner. tuesday , gym plus swimming at tampines with veera , marcus , eugene , amias & jen. had fun there & really enjoyed a lot :D dinner at east link then walked ard at tampines mall & tampines 1. Wednesday , mind's cafe & lan with veera , terry , amias , melvin , eugene ,marcus & Jen. went mind's cafe for an hr then lan for 2 and a half. Aft that dinner at some nice place with nice food with eugene , marcus , jen & me. Thursday , sentosa with veera , marcus , eugene , melvin & Jen. those guys made us wait for like 1 long hour. Sentosa then dinner at subway. took circle line & its really cool :D Today which is friday, went to tanjong pagar with yeok & marcus. went for job interview then lunch at lau pa sa. walked ard suntec & had window shopping all the way till 7plus 8. took bus to east coast then houngang then yishun then semb. hahahaha ! I wanna buy one of the skirt frm cotton on ! its seriously nice & look so sweet if i wear it :D hehehehehe. any kind soul wanna buy for me? 2 for 20 dollars ! hehehehe. anw, i need to work & seriously i'm broke ! and and and ! i finally got my ice cream frm derik :D thank youuu ! & i'm gonna be so busy for this whole month ! tmr hv to stay at home & pack my room, sunday, dargon boat. monday school starts & i want longer holiday ! 10th july , marina barrage with yeok , marcus , eugene. 13th july, special date :/, 18th july , hehehehe. 24th july , inter class competition ( captain ball ) ,28th july , pig/ sleepy head's driving test.

that mean a lot to me

I seriously don't knw why those photos look so small then suddenly a big one ! :/ will upload photos abt today on some other time. rest of the photos hv been uploaded to facebook.till here. Good night & God bless readers.

your promise;

2009-06-28T23:37:00.003+08:00

hello readers ! Let's see. ytd, I'm a good girl. stayed at home for one whole day doing nothing BUT sleep & eat :D i think i'm gonna grow really FAT during this 3 weeks of holidays ! oh my oh my ! can some body pls bring me for jogging or something?! Anw, today woke up early morning train to bishan & went to watch transformers with ck. 10.30AM & got soooo many ppl went to watch alrd. its like FULL house la ! ck went there to sleep & actually he watched it with his friends alrd. oh well. nice show & i don't mind watching it again. TAI SHENG promised to bring me go watch drag me to hell like 2 weeks frm now? if not, i'm gonna kill him ! hehehehe. Aft the show, rushed down to somerset & meet yeok & tanya. blah blah blah. Accompanied tanya to work till she end work. Had lots of fun & guessed what ?! we got FREE ice cream , FREE 100plus & FREE balloon :D soooo happy abt it laaaa. hehehehe. aft work , tanya & i went over to taka and had our dinner. we had 2 piece chicken meal at KFC then we went to see my bin quan :D i'm such a good babe to him ! visited him for like twice ?! hehehehehe. aft everything, we train to marina bay then we bounced back. took many photos & its uploaded to facebook alrd. tanya alighted at city hall while i headed back home. reached home, bathe then watched tv. Now, i'm online & doing stupid stuff again. Called Joanne & i seriously had a good scolding frm her D: soon aft , called ms hannah & i'm meeting her tmr in the morning. aft that, case study at orchard. tmr's gonna be a longggg day for me again ! stopping here. I'm tired & need rest alrd. good night readers :D

is all that i want

it hv been so many days;

2009-06-27T00:27:00.008+08:00

you gave me the reason to smile

hello readers ! alrighty. on thursday, went to many places like ubi , bishan , ikea then gaint together with yeok , veera and marcus. BUT veera only went to ubi then he went to play soccer with his friends. took million of photos & its uploaded to facebook alrd. it took me like sooooo longggg to finish upload everything. Overall, we had loads of fun there :D today , went causeway point with marcus. had lunch together then went to buy his bag. We stand right in front of the shop for like more than half an hr he then decided to get one. hahahahaha ! aft that, meet dia at causeway point then we train down to orchard together. Went to find yeok & veera cause its their first day of work ! & we took photos tooo ! soon aft , dia went to work while we had ljs for dinner. aft everything, went for window shopping then we had ice cream session ! yum yum ! blah blah blah. train back home , bathe & i'm online. pig is tonning today & i'm gonna miss him laaa ! worst still , his phone no battery D: oh gosh ! but at least he called me when he's in the airport just now using public phone. hehehehehe. so sweet of him ! HAHAHAHAHA ! tmr's gonna be a tiring day for me againnnnn ! hopefully, tmr can meet pig because it had become a habit D: will upload some BUT not all photos here :D everything is in facebook. anw, till here. God bless & take care :D

the look after;

2009-06-24T22:39:00.011+08:00

hello readers ! i'm soooo gonna cut short everything cause i'm super duper tired now even though i slept for million of hours just now. Ytd, met yeok & monster at east coast for lunch. at 2pn sharp, zoe called & asked where am i. In another hand, marcus called :/ hahahaha ! too many ppl miss me :D BBQ was sooooo fun & really enjoyed myself a lot. but but but , we didn't take class photo D: damn sad ! we shld hv taken it laaa. & guessed what, some ppl got themselves drunk. hahahahaha ! yeok & tanya came over at night then we went to rent bike at ard 9plus 10. blah blah blah. End up, i decided to go for night cycling with 9 guys :/ seriously, its freaking scary to go night cycling with 9 guys ! but then, they protect me laaaa :D night cycling till 6plus in the morning. took bus back to bishan with marcus. train back home while he bus back home :/ reach home, bathe then went to sleep. damn tired. woke up & eat a bit then went back to sleep again. Now, i'm awake & i'm gonna to sleep again. hahahahaha ! If Damien see this post, he will say i'm piggg again. tsk ! Anw, till here. Will upload class outing photos in facebook as fast as possible. take care & God bless readers :D
thank you

this is what happen once you fly off frm the bike :/

i don't seems to be tired aft a longgggg ride ! hahahaha !

take 1

take 2

we seriously don't knw what are we doing :/

GHOST ! scary D:

sleepy head !

this is what happen when you're too tired ! hahahaha !

the hymn;

2009-06-21T00:07:00.008+08:00

hello my dear dear readers ! Its time for my long long update. Anw, ytd evening went NUS for trishia concert band. Took millions of photos & its alrd uploaded in my facebook. Today, didn't go for GB & i had stomach flu D: Went to meet yeok , leonard , marcus at J8 for lunch & we took subway ! But i didn't take anything cause don't feel like eating any. Aft our lunch, went bishan stadium for some track event. Everything ended at ard 6plus 7pm. walked down to J8 again to meet Lester for dinner with yeok & marcus at LJS. Took Golden deal 1 but can't finish & guess what, there's always somebody to be my dustbin :D hahahahahaha ! Aft dinner, lester went back while yeok , marcus & me went for window shopping. blah blah blah. End up, we took bus 56 to houngang, accompanied yeok to wait for her bus. see ! i'm such a good , nice girlfriend :D soon aft she left, marcus & i took bus 854 but he alight at somewhere near his hse while i alighted at yishun. blah blah blah. reached home, bathe & tada. i'm online :D Heard something bad , disappointing & upset. haiis ! Can someone pls tell me what to do? oh my oh my D: Think i'm stopping here. take care & God bless readers (:
that night,that song

silly you;

2009-06-16T21:23:00.026+08:00

hello readers ! as promised, i decided to upload those photos on don't knw which dates. hahahaha ! here it goes,

Anw, the durain isn't nice at all ! And, the first 5 photos are credited to JOLEEN CHEW & the rest are credited to TANYA NG :D Anw, ytd had 2 papers & i pass both of them :D before PCS practical, we all were like playing UNO to release stress. Aft both papers, bin & i went off first. Bin went to buy his tie & we bought our honey lemon drink then train to Lanvender. Went to meet yeok while bin bus back home. blah blah blah. Today in the afternoon, went down to tampines to meet yeok , tanya , phoebe & 3 of her friends for job interview. blah blah blah. Aft everything, went back home & tada. Now the hse only left with jen , Jasper & me. Mummy not back frm work & we miss her :/ Anw, pig coming back frm his camp soonnnn :D YAY ! hahahaha ! Think i'm stopping here. take care & God bless readers.

2 days more

:D

2009-06-13T23:29:00.002+08:00

happy birthday JASPER CHEW :D

Hello readers :D Just got back home & i'm soooo tired. Today parade as usual, just that didn't hv lunch with dia aft parade D: we bought those little miss and mr something something that's at 7/11. Reached home, bathe then went for lunch at amk with pig. Couldn't finish my chicken rice then pig took all the chicken. HAHAHAHA ! Aft everything, accompanied pig for his driving lesson frm 4 to 5.30 pm at ubi ( whatever you spell that ). SEE ! I'm such a good & nice friend right? hehehehehe. Aft his driving lesson, took bus & went to kallang to meet yeok at her aunt's shop. The moment we reach kallang, it rain damn heavy laaaa D: then pig & me were like walking in the rain :/ Saw yeok & tanya, slacked ard then went to had durain. PIG treated us durain :D BUT waste money laaaa. The durain not nice then its like watery one laaaa D: Damn sad. Aft that, pig took porridge PLUS sugar can for dinner while tanya & i were playing ard. Aft everything, bus to yeok's hse ( which is at east coast ) then pig went to play with sky. Yeok bring sky to east coast & tada. pig bully me laaa D: He knw i'm scared of dog then still keep making sky come near meeee D: stupid him. walked ard, played ard & we had fun :D Met Leonard for awhile then pig & i went back home le. Walked to main road & its seriously farrrr ! Pig piggy back me & really must thank him a lotttt. HAHAHAHAHA ! Took bus 56 back to bishan together with pig BUT he alight somewhere near his hse then left me alone. HAHAHAHA ! train back home, bathe then I'm here updating. Pig was like soooo worried abt me that he keep asking where am i. tsk ! Only knw how to treat me like a small kid. Till here. Promise to update photos tmr or whenever i update my blog. take care & God bless readers:D

its the day & i love it.thank you :D

will you ;

2009-06-12T22:09:00.002+08:00

helloo readers :D Alrighty, shld post something abt today. Early morning, as usual i'm dragging myself to school. blah blah blah. Went to play RC a bit right before teacher disable the connection. BNI lesson is always the subject that i cannot concentrate & falling asleep very easy :/ Seriously, i must buck up before my GPA drop. hahahahaha ! Anw, aft school went to had lunch at cafe 1 with many ppl :/ Yeok came over to find me then accompanied her to bus stop. Aft everything, went to see veera they go play soccer with wendy , daph & zoe cause we wanna waste our time before training starts. hahahahaha ! The weather is like super duper warm & its killing me D: Training starts at 2pm & we all were like running ard the tracks for million roundsss ! hahahahaha ! Did pumpings & also jumping jacks :/ Aft everything, we then start playing tennis. Everything ended at ard 5plus & i'm seriously tired ! Bum gave me chocolates & made somebody unhappy. Seriously, why must she be so unhappy? its not her problem what ! urgh ! oh well. She's just jealous abt it. took bus back to tampines & waited for bum. Had dinner at mac but only took fries & green tea. Bum took bus together with me to woodlands then i train-ed back home myself. The moment i reached home, went to bathe & i'm here updating while eating my dinner again :/ Told pig that i'm super angry with her attitude & stuff. Pig asked me to scold herrrr. HAHAHAHAHA ! Oh well. 2 papers on monday which is also my holiday & i'm left with only 2 days to study for 10 chapters on BNI & PCS installations. oh my oh my D: I want my holiday quick cause i need a longgggg break ! Till here. God bless & take care readers :D
tmr is the day

thank you ;

2009-06-11T21:50:00.004+08:00

helloooo readers ! today is thursday & soon its gonna be weekend :DDDDD CHEERS ! Today school was alright. During pe , we played floorball & its always floorball. FUN FUN FUN ! The sports hall is like soooooo damn hot & we perspire a lottttt. Aft pe , went to cool ourselves down then went back to class for BNI lesson. Don't knw why, but i just can't concentrate aft pe :/ will tend to fall asleep or do stupid stuff to keep myself awake. Aft school, went to tampines mall for lunch at pastamania( whatever you spell that ) with Wendy , Daph , Zoe , Hibri , Bin quan , Marcus & Veera. Aft which, we went to tampines 1 & hibri bought his racket. I saw one orange colour racket & i love it laaaa. who can buy for meee? hehehehe. Aft everything, went to Somerset with Veera , Daph , Wendy & Marcus. Went to the new build shopping mall. BUT, there's nothing :/ Oh well, at least we walked & had fun. train-ed back home & i'm seriously very tired the moment i reached home. Aft bathing then went to bed (: aftwhich, woke up & have dinner. HAHAHAHAHA ! But still , i'm still feeling sleepy. & i still have to do my online test :/ oh my oh my D: Yeok called & told me that her is application successful & i'm gonna accompany her to settle some stuff on monday & tuesday. Even though holiday coming , i still have to go back to school for extra lesson & TEST D: BUT the happy thing is, class outting will be on the 23rd. BBQ ( which i love it a lottttt ) at east coast park ! can ask yeok bring sky go there :DDDD. Anw, training tmr & its gonna be a tiring one for me D: Lastly, pig going camp soonnnnn ! DAMIEN , i think i will spam you calls for 4 days D: hahahahaha ! Till here. God bless & take care readers :D
2 days more & its gonna be 2 months

i miss you

2009-06-08T23:17:00.004+08:00

happy birthday TRISHIA NG :D

hello readers ! so long since i updated. I'm busy & lazy :D Anw, parade was alright & didn't go for service again D: bad JOLEEN ! ytd night, got scolded frm acyd & i cried :/ pig also think that i shld get some scolding. oh well. maybe i really shld ? Today school was alright JUST THAT, there are some misunderstanding here & there. Didn't really get the whole picture abt what happen BUT can't really be bothered. Anw, i'm gonna post something that really damn emo. HAHAHAHA !
ps, what i knw, what i heard frm & who i heard frm all are totally different. you ppl hv your own story & so are them. Who to believe, who to trust & who to lean on? some time, i really feel like leaving cause i see no point staying here. feeling left out & always get treated like some dogs. I'm not the only one hv this thinking. it hv been a month plus & many of them dislike you. copying, flirting & disturbing him make me feel like giving you one tight slap. BUT i stopped myself & looked back, it doesn't worth it at all. I prayed so hard that things will get back to normal & tried so hard that i won't hate you. but it tense to fail.all i need to do is to heck care & try to accept for who you really are.
what an emo post ! hehehehe ! anw, today aft pcs phase test, went to meet dia , joel , yeok , freddie , dia's cousin & his girlfriend at cafe 2 :D so fun laaaaa ! then dia , joel , yeok & me went tampines walk walk walk walk ! reached home at ard 9plus & i'm sooooo tired nowww D: long day tmr & shld i go see yeok's friendly match? hmms. lastly, ck promised to drive me to school on 15th JUNE :D i will be super happy if he really do that so that i can don't need take public transport ! hehehehehe. till here. God bless & take care :D
how sad can it be

thanks you;

2009-06-02T22:16:00.012+08:00

hellooooo ! i'm back frm CPLs' camp & i'm really really tired ): but first of all, i must post something really very nice :D Thursday, had swimming during PE lesson. i went super hyper aft that which idk why. & will upload photos (:

my partner :D & i thank him for lending me his phone (:

idk what am i doing either :/

pretty pretty pretty :D hehehehe.

HAHAHAHAHA :D

blah blah blah. Friday, aft school went to expo for food fair & john little sales :D then went for tennis training :/ Saturday, woke up at ard 5plus, blah blah blah then went for cpls' camp. I'm in group 5 & i'm their assistance leader together with wan hui(: nice , funny , joy & interesting group members i have (: Monday break camp in the morning then pig came over :D We had lunch at hougang mall's food court then i went to school for PCS lesson :/ Super tiring & thank God that victor release us early (: blah blah blah. Today's lesson isn't that bad aft all. Didn't went for rope adventure. Went home straight then sleep. Pig called aft his run, blah blah blah & i'm here ONLINE (: Seriously, i'm sleepy & i need like don't knw how many million hours of sleep per day :/ Lastly, i miss my GROUP 5 girls alrd ): meet up soon okay! Anw, i'm going off to bed nowwwww ! God bless you alll !

you're my greatest of all !

shouldn't it;

2009-05-28T00:02:00.003+08:00

hello ! today was rather a tiring day for me. PCS whole day can really kill me ): Had chapter 5 online test & i score full marks ! hahahahaha ! School was alright just that my dear zoe not feeling good. take care yea girl. &&& ! HIN1 in singapore ! When Victor told our class abt it, then whole class were like, " OH MY ! " then most of the ppl went to the web & find out more. hahahaha ! damn funny laaaa. Today aft school went home with benjamin & i can't stop myself frm complaining abt tmr's swimming lesson ): Tmr i'm gonna hv swimming lesson for PE then BNI lesson. Even though i bought new swimming suit & i LOVE it a lot BUT i'm still scare la !!!!! Don't dare to wear it in front of sooooooo many ppl. Only dia see me in swimming suit before. oh my oh my ! Reached home, bathe. Bin called & we talked for quite some time. Had dinner then went online. dear zoe still feeling upset ): poor girl. Chat online & blah blah blah. Show BIN my swimming suit & he said its NICE :D happy happy. talked to pig for awhile then hang up alrd. Today shall post something short. kinda tired alrd. Anw, take care & God bless readers(:
is it true

Isn't it colourful , nice & pretty? hehehehe.

can i really ;

2009-05-25T23:25:00.002+08:00

Good evening ppl ! Let's see, ytd i slept at ard 3am. Was talking on the phone with pig & blah blah blah. Today nearly woke up late for lesson. stupid ! Today, went for CARE lesson just to take our temp. its like urgh ! i shld hv come even ltr ! slowly slowly my flu came for don't knw what reason. Played UNO outside classroom till 1.15pm. Bin Quan & i went cafe 3 & bought some snacks right before our PCS practical test. When its my turn, i'm like soooooooo scare ): esp when victor shouted, " JOLEEN !" dismantle the cpu & answered 2 questions that victor asked. i only can answered one ): Aft everyone compeleted their test, victor told everyone that we all passed (: but its only matter if we get an A B C or D. sigh. Think i only can get a B for that. Gonna work extra extra hard alrd. Aft everything, went to have lunch with Wendy , Daph & cheryl. blah blah blah. Got ourselves changed then went for our cca. We did low elements today, Daph & i just can't stop laughing for no reason. Everything ended at ard 6plus 7pm. Nxt week's rope adventure will be on Tuesday & i thank God for it (: Bus-ed back home & i'm seriously damn tired now. Tmr gonna be a longggggggg day for me again ): BNI practical test then lesson end at ard 5.30pm aft that hv to go tampines with my clique. can some one please help meeee ): oh my oh my ! & cpl's camp coming ): please pray hard hard for me. till here. Take care & God bless.
rely on you?

family outing

2009-05-24T23:52:00.007+08:00

hello readers ! I'm back with my posting. Let's see, friday school was alright. Went tampines for lunch with Bin Quan & Yeok. We had Carls' Junior & we seriously damn full. Aft lunch, went for window shopping. bin quan & i bought our handphone socks & i bought one shirt frm cotton on. aft everything, we board bus 31 back to school while yeok go back home. Went to library to find daph & wendy. We played some card games till 4pm. Rui Kun & Zoe came over then we got ourselves changed and go for tennis. We ran only 4 rounds & learn something new like serve? hahahaha! aft training, i asked benjamin for number ! HAHAHAHAHA ! all thanks to zoe. Super duper hype abt it la. oh well. Reached home, got myself bathe & stuff then went out to meet dia. Talked abt gb stuff & blah blah blah. Saturday, woke up early in the morning then went for GB. Board school bus then went for company outing ! LAZER QUEST :D FUN FUN FUN. While dia & i waiting for our turn, we went to look ard. Saw one tennis racket & i really feel like buying it. it cost $39.90 only ! but hv to work if not, no money to buy one. Aft lazer quest, went home got myself prepared then went over to zhi kai's 21st birthday party. went home at ard 10plus. blah blah blah. Today, didn't go church again. haiis ): Went out in the afternoon with mummy, jen & Jasper. Bought my swimming suit ! its like finally ! hehehehe. LOVE it a lot laaaaa. Had baked salmon for dinner at Jack's place. Damn full. Aft everything, went back home & i got orange finger nails ! hehehehe. took nap & woke up at 8plus. watched tv & i'm here updating. sigh. Will be super busy aft tmr. Will be having test for one whole week both pratical & theory. Even rope adventure also got test :/ haiis. Monday & Friday got cca. Then Saturday , sunday & monday got cpl's camp. & once my holiday start, there will be intensive of tennis training & tennis camp. sigh. Need to teach my girls on their badge work & platoon 9 on their total defence on aug. Aug going hongkong for holiday. look at how busy i am ! oh my oh my ): told pig abt it & he scolded me for being soooo busy :/ but promised him that i won't be so busy aft my holidays alrd. oh well. will try to upload some photos. take care & God bless readers(:

whenever i need you,thanks

wondering

2009-05-22T01:41:00.012+08:00

good morning readers ! i got my NEW computer & i'm really very happy & excited abt it. i bet bin quan knw how excited i am ! hahahahaha ! i better talk less & update more more more photos !

my clique ! BUT not everyone is in :/

her name is ZOE & i love her (:

Following photos will be telling you ppl that i'm bored studying my BNI & keep playing with my full-time partner. HAHAHAHAHA !

This is my class & i LOVE them. HAHAHAHAHA ! Anw, school tmr or shld i say ltr? I'm still wide awake and i can't sleep which idk why. Today aft school, went to find cup cakes with marcus & we can't find any :/ end up, i bought my favourite kinder joy and dark chocolate for mummy. Took bus 72 back to yck & gave one of my kinder joy to marcus. See, i'm such a kind girl (: Reached home, bathe then sleep for awhile. mummy bought sushi for dinner cause to celebrate her birthday. New computer came & Jen fixed it for us.test tmr & i'm gonna be sooo dead. oh well. tennis tmr aft school & meeting dia 10pm at mac for our own meeting. haiis. I seriously need a break ): I'm sooooo tired of handling 5 million of CCAs. God pls give me the strength for EVERYTHING ! Anw, hopefully i won't fall asleep in class & bin quan ! you must entertain me every sec ! hahahahaha ! till here. God bless & take care(:

because i care

ahem !

2009-04-06T18:05:00.002+08:00

hello readers ! so long ever since i update my blog. hohohoho. Hv been very busy this few days & guessed what? i finally settled my ITE course.Really hv to thank God for everything (: He hv been blessing me RICHLY ! Anw, hv been working last week as a kindergarten relief teacher (: seeing those age 4-6 yrs old kid are soooooo cute (: Today, busy busy busy day for me ! Firstly, went to work in the morning & see K2 Mars class. I miss them & they miss me too ! hehehehe. Aft that, went over to SIMEI ITE & settled my courses then went back to my previous ITE to collect my EAGLES award (: Amos chong ! i got school to study alrd ! hahahahaha ! then went over to Damien's hse & check , send mail, update blog & blah blah blah. Ltr hv to go over to Chong Pang CC to collect my another award (: Seriously, i'm super duper happy laaaa ! & I wanna change my phone plan ! Hopefully mummy allow me & seriously wanna start saving up ! Tmr's gonna be a long day for me so readers pls pray super duper hard that i won't cough like some crazy girl. Anw, sam i saw the necklace that i wanted it long time ago & i knw that you won't even bother looking at it now. oh well, really hope that one day things can get better & started it all over again. OH ! I can't start school on 13th cause i hv to work & pray super hard that the teacher won't hv bad impression on me ! till here. God bless & Take care (:
seriously,i hv done my best & what abt you?

you told me how much you love her ;

2009-03-12T19:59:00.006+08:00

Hello readers(: I'm at boyfriend's hse again to update. hohohohoho. Today morning, went Chong Pang for breakfast with dia & boyfriend. Aft that, went for hair cut then bus-ed home. Reached home, slacked a bit then went to work le. KINDERGARDEN TEACHER(: Hohohohoho. Kids there are really cute & innocent. hehehehehe. Worked till 5plus, went home then called chocolate. Seriously, chocolate really very bad & evil laaaaa. tsk tsk tsk. But, oh well. its funny too. HAHAHAHAHA ! aft talking, went to bathe then here i am ! at boyfriend's place. Tomorrow, worked in the afternoon then cell in the evening then might be going for supper (: chocolate chocolate, wanna go? hehehehehe. Saturday, parade CUM drill compeition in the morning till afternoon. Might be meeting chocolate out to IT fair but not sure :/ then blah blah blah. long list to go ! Oh ! &&& faithful friend, pls pls pls take good care of yourself yea(: if not i will worry lurhs ! think stopping here, take care & God bless readers(:
that laughter,that silliness, the only thing i can do for you

scljc is loved(:

2009-03-11T22:22:00.003+08:00

Hello readers ! sooo long ever since i update my blog. Recently, so many sad , happy & many more things happened. Oh wells. Anw, computer still down & i'm at my boyfriend's hse nowwwww ! hohohohoho! excited yea (: Ytd night slept at ard 2plus & pretty tired. Morning woke up jiu msg my chocolate le. hehehehe. Afternoon, accompanied my boyfriend for lunch then dia came & meet us. We talked, laughed at many many stuffs (: it can never fail us doing so. hehehehe. Aft everything, went home bathe settled some stuff with dia then went over to boyfriend's hse and do stupid things again. HAHAHAHAHA ! This few days NYJ hv been doing stupid things together. Even chocolate says that too. hahahahaha ! Aft everything, went home & had dinner. Hv been messaging chocolate for the past 1 week but few days back things didn't turn out the way we all wanted it to be. Oh wells. I did what i hv done & the only thing i can do is to wait. Tmr gonna be a busy day for me(: morning going chong pang with boyfriend & dia for hair cut again then breakfast aft that. Afternoon, going to be a kindergarden relief teacher for few hours. hehehehe. Pls be happy for me (: Evening time not sure going where but waiting. HAHAHAHA ! till here. God bless & take care readers.
i'll wait,wait till the day come

18th feb;

2009-02-19T15:02:00.012+08:00

hello readers(: so long since i last updated. I'm upset & worry abt my poly application. sighs.readers, pls pray hard hard for me ! anw, celebrated valentine day with dia & yeok (: happy happy happy ! took many many photos with them & really went crazy on that day. will upload once i got it frm dia. on the 15th feb, it was leonard's birthday. went service in the morning then had LJS for lunch then went east coast park. saw shia shia & tanya, they seriously nv fail making me laughed like some crazy girl. 16th feb, actually going for swim but due to some reason end up dia & me went to watch movie & had pizza for lunch. thought of going swimming on the following day end up all thanks to nydia lim's curse that cause us cannot go swimming. tsk ! ytd , its my gradution day ! YAY (: enjoyed myself alot alot even though not many ppl went but oh well. HAHAHAHAHA ! went up to the stage & took my cert. so cool yea ! aft everything, went back home & tada. had yu pian mee fen for dinner (: & ytd is a happy day for me(: hehehehe. tmr, going over to causeway point to see my hubby!hehehehe. aft that, meeting yeok & leonard for dinner. Saturday, going for movie with DIA & YEOK. Sunday, cell in the morning then service. 23rd , i wanna go swimming !!!!!! till here. Update soon. take care & God bless readers !

FU0702N is loved (:

the promise we made

2009-02-12T16:11:00.002+08:00

Hello. I visited ah ma for past 3 days. Very tired. Went to Damien's house to apply for my JPAE. Hopefully can get into NYP Businees because I also applied in DAE!
Rotted at home today. Sian. But, I found a job! That job is to apply makeup. :/
Aaaaand, I need to go Jurong East to write my resume. ):
Can't wait to go cellgroup tomorrow because never go already. Hope it'll be a great one!
Saturday parade in the morning. After that celebrating Valentine's Day with N and Y. So long never see Y alrd, can't wait! :D

Er okay ya so this is what she told me to post . It's a happy day .
- Damien .

it have been so long;

2009-02-04T16:13:00.013+08:00

hello readers. seriously, it have been a month or so since i last updated my blog. Will only post abt interesting stuffs. Hmms. On the 17th Jan, parade went well & i thank God for everything that he have for me (: Lunar new yr eve, had dinner at grandparents' hse together with my aunt & uncles. Great FUN & we had hotch on that day too. HAHAHAHAHA ! Mummy bought 4 bottles & we shared(: Chu yi, all my father side family all came over & same old thing. But don't hv those new yr qi fen. Dia came over to my place on chu yi & we gambled a little. Chu er, went over to 5th aunt's hse & saw Jun Hao's friends. blah blah blah. Aft that, went over to grandparents' hse to bian nian. I LOVE chu er the most ! can get to see all my cute cute cousins. 31st Jan parade was GREAT too ! Thank God for everything. 1st Feb, went over to tampines & bian nian. blah blah blah. night time, something stupid & smelly thing happen. HAHAHAHA ! Must thanks Maxter who protected me. HAHAHAHAHA ! Ytd, went over to yx's hse. had gathering at his hse. actually thought of lau yu sheng. but no one want to share the cost. tsk! Amos , Samuel & si han came. But si han went off early. Aft that min xuan came BUT she went off early too. Samuel went off at ard 5plus. So, left amos yi xuan & me. Same old ppl & we LOVE to disturb yi xuan. Ytd night, talked on the phone till fall asleep. Today, had lunch with ah dia. But she didn't eat anything la. stupid girl. Aft that, she had her meeting with yu ru & stuffs.went off at 3 to damien's hse. Now, i'm gonna chiong my vcd & stuffs alrd. Pictures shall do all the talkings(: take care & God bless readers.

I LOVE HER (:

Somehow,ever since i read your blog. i hv this weird feeling towards it. I'm trying very hard not to think abt it. But i guessed i can only support you because i knw, i hv been hurting you for the past 2 yrs & i'm sry abt it.

why am i waiting for someone that might not be with me aft his exam. sighs. i hv been trying very hard not to wait & let go. But i just can't do it. maybe things aren't that complicated as we think. we shld commit everything onto God's hand & let nature take it course. acyd, we hv been liking each other for months. haiis ):

be happy & joyful :D

2009-01-09T15:30:00.006+08:00

hello readers. It hv seriously been very long ever since i last updated. Seriously speaking, i feel like closing down my blog. Many things happened but i just can't be bothered updating here. Anw, its a NEW YEAR & i wore new spec alrd :D CHEERS ! Hv been busy for the past few weeks. 31st dec, went over to damien's hse for count down & had meeting before that. PICTURES TIME :D

Count down was a GREAT one (: blah blah blah. met up with zhen on 6th jan, followed by dia. 7th jan, met up with my committe members but only 2 turn up ): 8th jan, went to nyp with my mother & guessed who i saw? 3 of my ITE classmates. i think i'm gonna take up banking or marketing managment. no more multimedia for JOLEEN :D 9th jan, which is today. I'm at damien's hse updating, checking & sending mails. Busy week for Joleen yea. Cell in the evening & i can't wait for it :D Parade tmr as usual. Just that dia & ms eunice going oversea. Hopefully everything goes well tmr. Aft parade, going to rp for visit :D Anw, Sunday watching Red Cliff 2 with mummy, Jasper , Jen & many da yeh :D And Sunday is also Gan Hui's birthday. On the 12th jan, tuitoring 2 girls & facial appointment in the morning. Okay, my days goes on and on and on ): Pray hard that i hv time for family yea. Take care & God bless readers(:

How great the love the father has lavished on us that we should be called children of God. 1John3-1.

finally;

2008-12-30T22:36:00.016+08:00

hello readers ! it had been so longggggg since i last updated. Anw, i'm gonna cut everything short & sweet (: Hv been pretty busy for the past few days & of course, many many many things happened D: Alrighty, pictures shall do all the talkings.

my lovely cousins? hahahahah! aren't they cute & pretty & lovely & many more? :/

he's super duper NAUGHTY ! But i still love him (:

Damien will laugh if he see this. but, we LOVE them to the MAX :D

presenting ! NV NV & NAN NAN (:

on the 22nd of dec yl, amos & me went over to yx's hse & watched 21. NICE show but very longggg laaaa ): aft which, we played scissors paper stone, whoever lose hv to do something laaaa. which i think its fun but :/ okay, whatever.hahahahaha!aft sooooo much fun we had, i took pictures with them of course(:

she's yl & she's my mei mei & of course, she's dumb dumb tooooo! (:

he's yx , my full time "boyfriend". he is yl's kor kor:/ & a science freak :O

he is amos chong yande! my full time faithful friend & he nv fail to make me smile :D

On the 23rd dec, dia came to my hse & we baked cookies for one whole day & its seriously one whole day. We started baking at 11pm & everything ended at 7am in the morning:/ we are indeed super duper tired.oh wells. I celebrated my christmas eve with Light of Christ ppl at some resturant somewhere near Yishun bus interchange. I had FUN & i finally talked to auntie Joanna. Its kinda of scary but yea. Finally! hahahahaha! & i took photo with 2 ppl(:

once again, Amos Chong Yan De ! his hair look like those waiter there. HAHAHAHAHA!

His name is Jairus Chong Ying De ! Aren't he CUTEEEEE?! But, i HATE him calling me COW :@

On the 27th of dec, i went for my job interview & it failed ): oh wells. i took photo with my 8 yrs of friendship with this young lady that make me like some crazy woman !Left is hers & right is mine :D

tada ! presenting, CHRISTINE CHIA CAI LING. i knw her since primary 4 ! & we're going bintan on 21 yrs old(:

on the 28th dec, it was JENAVIE's birthday & i LOVE her more than anyone else in this world :D Oh the 29th, somebody came my hse & clean my room with meeeeee! Felt super duper thankful & of course, i hv PRESENTS frm Dia , Yeok , Kee tee , Joel , Damien & Nern (: thanks ppl!

Today, had meeting in the afternoon & seriously, i'm super duper angry? idk. But, sighs. I really thank God i didn't do any harm. Only dia knw how i feel & she knw who i meant. sighs): Meeting ended at ard 2 plus 3. Went ard sun plaza, bought ear stud & complaining to dia. HAHAHAHAHA ! nv fail. Aft that, went to dia's hse & i played with Jayden Chong(: he's a cutie pie :D played till ard 5 pm then went home. Reached home, bathe & blah blah blah. Meeting in the morning again then going ms eunice's hse for another meeting.Its gonna be a busy day for me. Lastly, he is back TMR & i can't wait to msg him ! I miss him badly yea.OH ! I'm going to DAMIEN's hse tmr for COUNT DOWN ! :D Anw, till here. Gonna sleep soon. Good night. take care & God bless readers(:

CUTE RIGHT?! heheheheheh.

we all knw the answer(:

its the day;

2008-12-18T00:47:00.003+08:00

greetings to anyone who is reading it!

I'm back frm my bintan trip.

its fun

its nice

its relaxing

its cool

its cold

& the time there past very slow.

overall, i enjoyed myself a lot

& i thank God for the trip(:

Anw, ytd. nothing much but i cried.

Knw story frm somebody.

Get to knw him/her better in whatever sense.

Knowing that ppl hv been suppecting many many things.

Oh wells.

I guessed only dia knw what i'm talking abt.

hahahahahaha!

Anw, ytd.

Did nothing much BUT rot at home

met up with somebody & that person

still can forget to bring the gift that she / he suppose to give it to me

Aft that, met up with DAMIEN(:

We went to watch twilight !

my goodness!

that main actor sooooooo handsome laaaaa!

nearly cannot control myself.

hahahahahah!

Aft the movie, damien & me went ard NORTHPOINT

& guess what, he's buying me nail polish !

hahahahaha!

3 for $10!

I gussed, i shall type out my wishlist on what i want for Christmas

So that ppl won't be craking their brains(:

1st, braces! for some stupid reason.

2nd, ipod (green colour)

3rd, laptop( any will do, as long as its workable)

4th, good results & go up to poly( any poly will do)

5th, new handphone ( a better one )

6th, find a boyfriend :D ( :/ )

7th, NYJ will go out soon( i'm waiting :D )

8th, hv more cell session( i hv soooooo many to share with you girls! )

9th, more family outing( twice per week will do. haha )

10th, Jun Hao score well in his O level. ( i believe he can ! )

11th, dia aka mother aka NYA NYA will share her burden to me more often ( which is a bit impossible. hahaha)

12th, boyfriend to be more happy( i knw she's happy now. BUT happier :D )

13th, get a job as soon as possible ! ( i'm rotting at home )

14th, control my phone bill ( i'm trying very hard.)

15th, will hv more GB girls in yr 2009( pray , pray, pray! )

16th, good relationship with ppl ( HAHAHAHA ! )

17th, spend more time with Jen , Jasper & mummy ( i want more ! )

18th, more over sea trips! ( even though i'm going hong kong nxt yr )

19th, less gossip , less laughing at ppl's back. ( i'm trying very hard )

20th, hopefully ppl can just stop suppecting me abt me with another guy.( i HATE it a lot )

21st, led life in God's way( pray , pray, pray )

Okay. that's my wishlist. if readers not happy abt my wishlist, then its alright. HAHAHAHA ! cause its kinda difficult to fulfil it. hahahahaha! Anw, i'm stopping here. tmr's a big day yea! :/ till here. God bless & Take care(:

& its nv gonna be the same anymore

7 more days

2008-12-10T00:13:00.002+08:00

it had been so long ever since i last updated.

Nothing interesting happened.

Just that, i hv been very busy with Gb stuffs & finding job.

Anyone hv any job for me? PLS contact me. Thank You.

Anw, i might be closing down my blog cause i don't knw what can i update & i'm lazy of updating(:

Anw, today whole day spending most of my time doing GB stuffs. hahahaha! Hopefully, i can send the mails to ms eunice by tmr. Pray hard hard for me(:

Tmr will be going over to Damien's hse to complete it. Hopefully, i can just finish everything on time :D

Till here. Got to sleep soon ! Super tired :( take care & God bless readers.

you can't stop me frm worrying abt you, my dear.

love

2008-12-03T16:04:00.002+08:00

Grettings. So long since i last updated. justcome back frm camp 2 days ago. youth camp can nv fail me to cry. hahahahaha! anw, friday was my last day of school. its pretty sad to leave this school & worse, we nv take any pictures. sighs. oh wells, hopefully can hv class outing someday(: friday, went to meet dia & we went chirst church together. blah blah blah. get to knw ppl better & first time in my life, i got myself injuried during camp. hahahahaha! its kinda stupid but make somebody worry. hahahahaha! anw, aft camp went over to causeway point to hv lunch with cher , nern , tien , herng , joel , elvis , marcus & keetee. good time fellowship & we really enjoyed ourseleves a lot. Thank God for it. Aft everything, went back home & sleep. i'm super duper tired right aft camp. oh ! thank God that yuru &yu bing accepted Christ.YAY ! super duper happy. Now left with jia hui & xue ting. One day, God will touch them with his words(: ytd, stayed at home for the whole day doing nothing but resting. today, afternon. nern meet me for lunh & we saw ms hannah at sun plaza. stupid boy make me angry ! urgh. anw, i'm at damien's hse updating & doing gb stuffs. Start of the week & i'm gonna be sooooo busy ): anw, i'm stopping here. had a super bad headache & i'm going home soon. take care & God bless readers(:
it hv been so long

13oct

2008-11-25T09:10:00.003+08:00

Grettings! Sooooooo long since i last update. hohohoho.Anw, i hv been busy with many things. Hmms, Friday. Woke up early then accompany Damien Chan for his Yamaha Exam at Clementi. What a WONDERFUL cousin i am right?hahahahahhah!Aft that, cell at ms hannah's place. Cell nv fails my sharing & talking nonsense with Joanne & Cherlyn.hahahahaha! Cell till 7plus & we had dinner together at vista point(: Ms hannah's mother-in-law cooked bee hoon for us too. Soooo sweet right? Saturday, parade as usual. Just that it rained so heavy & thank God for ms eunice. She drove us home(: Reached home, bathe, slacked a bit then went to meet dia , cher & Joanne. Train-ed down to Raffles to meet yeok , cheryl , rachel & shia shia. Celebrated dia's birthday at boat quay at mind cafe. blah blah blah. Reached home, talked to mummy & Jasper. Sunday, didn't go for service. Ah ma came & hv to take care of her. Afternoon, went to woodlands courts and bought new digital camera(: Dinner at Jack Place. Had baked salmon. blah blah blah. Monday, which is ytd. Yee Nern & Yan Ling's birthday :D Woke nern early morning & made him send me to school. HAHAHAHAHAHA ! Took his last time photo & i'm showing it to everyone now(: hehehehehe.Don't blame me. Its really cute. Nern is a kind soul, he accompanied me to school, bought my fav drink(: Ytd online in school & i knw something that made me laughed(: Dia , cher & me same youth camp group. Seriously cher, we don't hv to change group alrd. HAHAHAHAHAHA ! Anw, i thank GOD for answering my prayers(: Today, i can't wake up & late for school once more. Now, i'm in school updating this blog which i'm typing nonsense. Presentation for final yr project ltr on. its now or never): its coming & i'm super scare la ! Ohmy ohmy! can somebody just present it for me?sighs.Anw, i'm gonna prepare le. take care & God bless readers(:
25nov

gone;

2008-11-18T09:28:00.002+08:00

Grettings :D So longggg since i last updated. Anw, I shall cut short everything & rush my project alrd. Hmms, Thursday night, Joanne came for sleep over at my place. Went to block 313 for supper & saw many ppl :/ hahahaha! We slept at 3am & woke up at 5am. Met ken somewhere near his place then he drove us to airport. Thanks yea(: During the stayover, we talked , laughed, shared alot. Thanks Sister for hearing my complains. Aft sending Dhineash off, we had mac for breakfast & Ken asked me something which i'm :/ HAHAHAHA ! Blah blah blah. Friday had cell at toast box. Its more onto sharing then anything. Thank God for Amanda(: Saturday. Parade as usual & thank God for everything that he has provided for me (: Aft parade, Leonard drove me to sun plaza then drove me home. See, i must be thankful for everything(: Reached home, bathe then go out again. This time is out for wedding dinner. oh wells, all my cousins hv grown up to become man & woman BUT i seems to be still soooooo young to them): Dinner was alright just that somebody scolded me for stupid reason): blah blah blah. I took 3 door gifts from the dinner & I gave dia one of it. Sunday service was a super great one ! The speaker is sooooo cool ! Aft service, had lunch at church then went to mac with cher & herng. We finally making the cards that dia ordered. Went home at ard 6plus & blah blah blah. Ytd didn't go to school. Stayed at home & yang bing ! hahahaahahahahha ! Watched "min zong zhu ding wo ai ni" NICE show laaaa ! But still half way through. I'm gonna chiong tonight ! HAHAHAHA ! Today school was okay & i'm still in school. I wanna go home D: Think i'm stopping here alrd. take care & God bless readers(:
start ytd , end ytd

i pray

2008-11-12T10:01:00.004+08:00

Grettings to all :D I'm in school updating again :/ Same old thing. Ytd school was alright. Just that, during peter's lesson something happen laaaaa. hahahahaha ! Damn scary & funny. Yea, Joleen oh Joleen, forever laughing at ppl :/ Anw, School ended at 3pm ytd then went back home straight away. Was pretty tired & some nice ppl helped me plan the songs for saturday parade. hehehehe. Aft everything, Jen packed dinner for Jasper & me(: Actually eating fried rice for dinner BUT Jen was complaining & blah blah blah. HAHAHAHAHA ! Anw, i really thank God for sucha a sister like her yea(: Aft dinner, watched 10 brothers with Jen & Jasper. I seriously LOVE them a lot :D At ard 8plus, i went to bed alrd.HAHAHAHAHA ! I'm toooo tired to stay up late alrd. Went to bed at ard 8plus & tada. Mummy came back at 9plus last night & many ppl called me :/ Yeok called my hse phone, smart ass yea she. HAHAHAHAHA ! Aft that, Damien Chan called my phone at ard 12plus in the mid of the night. TSK ! Some more, he call alrd he say,
Damien,"hello?"
Me,"hello?"
Damien,"HUH! call wrong call wrong"
Me," huh?"
-hang up-
Me,"huh?"
Seriously, i thought i was dreaming laaaaaa ! Today morning, i woke up & msg him. he actually did call me. HAHAHAHAHA ! Anw, ytd night sleep soooo early today wake up sooooo early. i'm sooooo tired now laaa ): Even though i slept for 10 long hours i'm still very tired ): Reached school, online & blah blah blah. Class test at 9plus am & i completed it within 5 mins :/ But, i went ard helping ppl without teacher noticing it :/ Okay, bad bad bad bad bad JOLEEN ! & guess what's my score?! I got FULL MARKS. YAY :D Now, the class are doing their test with their mouth open :/ HAHAHAHAHAHA! I'm trying very hard to get myself online BUT fail ): Facial at 3pm ltr on at Chong Pang. Seriously, i really very scare & TAN YEE NERN, i won't cry ! so don't hv to worry meeeee ! Think i'm stopping here alrd. Take care &God bless readers
that someday you will come back

with love;

2008-11-11T10:18:00.006+08:00

Grettings to all :D I'm in school updating again.Sometime i really feel very bad to update in school BUT school got nothing to do laaaaa. All of us are like chiong-ing our final year project alrd. Deadline is getting nearer & nearer ): Anw, ytd school was a nice one ! i get to eat with different group of ppl & shared many thoughts with them. Aft school, went home & went out again. Went to meet dia & we went to somerset together with her friend. Dia went to work while i went for me job intervew. Everything was fine just that i hv to wait. Hopefully, i can get this job or even a better one :D Now, i'm like some mad girl multi-tasking now. Updating , chatting online, planning for singspiration, doing project, & writting down the dates for my appointment. ohmy ohmy): Joleen oh Joleen ! forever busy busy busy ! I haven't hv the time to really sit down & read my story book laaaaa ): No matter what, i'm gonna finish it by 28th nov ! I DON'T CARE ! hahaahahah ! oh oh oh ! I saw all the books that i want at kovan ! Somebody can buy that for me for my Christmas presenttttt ! hahahahaha ! its a lot & really a lot. For more information, can ask dia more abt it. hahahahaha! Anw, i hv been using chinese to send messages :D Of course, only my dearest Damien Chan replied back in chinese. Only that Nydia Lim & Tan Yee Nern replied back in ENGLISH ! tsk ! I want to improve my chinese (: Anw, DAMIEN CHAN ! I'm not a chinese-lover okayyyy ! you shld knw which subject i LOVE the most :D School tmr & thursday, Parade & wedding dinner on Saturday, Service on Sunday. There goes my week ): Another week more & i'm gonna be FREEEEEE ! YAY (: Okay, i shall stop complaining now & get on with my work. Will update soon & i wanna show my readers some picturesssss. hahahahaha ! take care & GOD bless readers(:

She is my IDIOT & i'm her STUPID :/

She is my BOYFRIEND & I'm her GIRLFRIEND (:

& together, we're NYJ (:
be thankful my dear

i'm running with the time

2008-11-06T12:35:00.002+08:00

Grettings :D Alright, i'm in school updating my blog again :/ bad Joleen ! Tusday, nothing much just that i skipped school. Pretty sick & bad bad flu for me ): blah blah blah. Wednesday which is ytd. School was alright just that it ended early :/ headed down to cauway point to collect my phone. its like finally ! hahahaha ! aft that, packed lunch for Jasper that fat ass ! but i still love him no matter what :D reached home, had lunch with him & tada. feeling soooo sick again :/ alright, i hv been reading my story book for the past few days & neglected my studies. tsk tsk tsk ! DIA & yeenern cannot stand me reading alrd. hahahahaha ! Ytd night was a GREAT one ! mummy reached home at 6.30pm & surprised Jasper & me (: hehehehehe. had spaghetti for dinner & its always yummy (: blah blah blah. Read my story book till 1am plus & i'm sooo tired now ): serve me right ! tsk ! BUT BUT BUT, i'm finishing the book real soon. Anw, nydia lim weiling ! yee nern agreed to lend me his library card to borrow books even though you take all the cards that can boorow books frm me ! TSK ! i hv asked him & he promised me :D HAHAHA ! Good neigbour doesn't mean anything arhs ! HAHAHAHAHA ! bad bad me ! Okays, seriously speaking. i hv been a super duper bad girl this few days ): keep commenting abt others & talked back abt others. sighs ): GOD pls guide me ! Lastly, i HATE my school. even though i'm going to gradute sooonnnnn ! BUT, sighs ): final yr project deadline changed to 26nov & tsk ! 3D project deadline is on the 27nov ! @%!(&*@%^&^%&*^$&*$ Seriously, idk how to handle it laaaa.
7th nov, health talk at padang
8th nov concil meeting
12nov online test 1
15th nov wedding dinner
chuch every sunday
GB every saturday
School frm monday to thursday
Cell on friday
how am i going to hv time for my family? haiis. nv mind, i knw GOD has his BEST plan for me(: I guess, i shall stop complaining AND pray for God's wisdom & my group members will understand me soooo that they won't take up my saturday time. till here. take care & GOD bless readers :D
Give thanks to the Lord for he is good; his love endures forever. Psalm 118:29

i'm tired

2008-11-03T14:38:00.002+08:00

helloooo ! I'm in school updating again :DD Anw, friday had cell outing without cher ): headed down to campus crusade & bought one yr 2009 planner & a story book. Jo & me LOVE our planner & story book a lottttt ! We bought one planner for cher too(: Ms hannah bought many things ! ohmy ohmy): Aft everything, slacked at mac till like 10plus 11. blah blah blah. Saturday parade was okay just that dia & me were like soooo angry with somebody. hahahaha ! & heard something that shocked the both of us. Anw, we hv planned abt our chirstmas cardssss & presents alrd. yay(: Aft parade, went to mac for dinner with cher. dia went to celebrate fel's birthday. blah blah blah. Sunday, which is ytd, went to church with dia & taught sunday school with diana. I feel so lousy at teaching small children even though i love kids a lotttt ! at first, was feeling damn sick in the morning & took medicine. Was feeling sooooooo weak & lousyyyy for the whole sunday. Aft service, lunch at mos burger then headed down to 589a. I used dia's laptop while others watched show that they rented. Rained so heavy & went home at ard 5plus 6. Reached home, bathe & tada. mummy bought my fav papaya(: its like sooooo sweet & yum yum(: Night time, conferenced with amos , yixuan & jairus. ( DAMIEN, don't jealous (: ) Jairus was like soooooo funny laaaa. hahahaha ! Of course, i nearly told him amos's darkest secret ! hahaahah ! & amos chong yande nv fails disturbing me again & again ): oh wells, it had been sooo long since we talked till late night. Slept at 1plus & got woke up by cher's msg but nv reply her. hahahaha ! Today, woke up at 7plus am & i'm soooooooo tired. Didn't even feel like going to school BUT got exam ): Reached classroom & i knw that i'm gonna fail my exam. damn it. I can't even do & idk how to do it. No more poly dream for Joleen Chew ! damn ittttt. hate itttt sooooo much ! can someone just pray for meeee ): Lunch for like soooo longgg & had lunch with my group members. Some time, i just LOVE them soooo much because they can just make my day (: Aft lunch, headed for lesson again & i'm here updating like some idiot ! my guys ( classmates ) are talking abt their project sooo loudly :/ tsk ! Anw, ltr meeting dia & jun xian. like soooooo weirdddd ! I'm gonna read story book & tada. hahahaha ! Anw, i'm stopping here. take care & GOD bless readers:D
of all the things you said & done

i pray

2008-10-29T08:41:00.002+08:00

Grettings to all :D it hv been soooo long since i last updated my blog. Can't really rmb what happened. Anw, Saturday. Parade was great ! Drill then followed by captain's ball :D Bathe in school then rushed down to city hall. Met up with my group members for our project. Seriously speaking, i still prefer S3JM for our group name. HAHAHAHA ! Reached home at ard 12plus am. Thank God for Laurence for accompanied me home(: Sunday, service in the morning. Its praise & worship. I guessed, its seriously FUN & make me think a lot. Aft service, dia & me had lunch at foodcourt. Aft lunch, headed down to 589a to see platoon8 girls for their guitar lesson. Dia & me had mini-conversation at somewhere. HAHAHA ! Hopefully no one notice it. Went off at ard 4plus. Bus-ed down to Damien's hse. Going Damien's hse is always fun & laughter. Had family gathering there & steamboat for dinner :D yum yum. Went home at ard don't knw what time. Monday, public holiday. Yi zhang came over to drive us to beach. Another family gathering again. Will try to upload photos once i got them (: Had swimming in the beach with Mien , Rill , Jen , da yeh & xiao yeh. We had great fun la ! We played beach ball followed by sun tanning. We rent bike & i eat a lot of potota chips ! hahahaha ! The best thing i ever done, sit on the map, enjoying sea breeze, reading my fav story book & eating potota chip all at the same time. I want it again ! Aft everything, yi zhang drove us back to grandmother's hse. Cooked for Jen & she went for work. At ard 6.30pm, all of us went to koufu for dinner. We had curry fish head ! my fav :D Dia & yeok, nxt time we'll go eat again ! at yishun. hahahahah ! blah blah blah. Ytd, couldn't wake up on time & i skipped school. Bad Jo. Ytd was a bad one for me. Aching all over , right hand got swell , sun burn & everything that make me go sooo sick ): & Happy birthday amos chong yande ! I knw all your ex wishes you ! HAHAHAH ! Ytd night, cried & no body knw. oh wells, i shouldn't be emo NOW ! I'm a happy girl & i hv to be (: Today, cannot wake up & really don't feel like going to school. Really felt thankful abt how GOD hv been taking care of me. Walked to MRT station with Jen this morning & had a great chat with her. So long don't hv this kind of feeling alrd. I kinda miss talking to her till late nights, gossipping with Jasper like some mad ppl, laughing like crazy with Damien. oh wells, now is not the time for all these. 6 weeks more & i'm gonna be freeeee ! yay (: Oh, one last thing. my computer spoil & i can't update, i'm in school updating now. &&&& one super sad thing. my phone spoil ): Okay, only i can contact ppl but not ppl contacting me. HAHAHA ! Till here. GOD bless & take care readers(:
for his grace & mercy upon him

your promise

2008-10-21T23:10:00.006+08:00

Greetings :D Today, early morning was late for school alrd. Bad girl. Anw, is i too blur alrd cannot blame. hahahaha ! Msg Leonard & thought that he can fetch me to school, but he cannot make it. Oh wells(: In class, did nothing much but play game :/ it had been 2 weeks of school & did nothing much. boo ! But yea, we did planned a bit of our final yr project. Oh wells, i'm such a bad girl aft all. My brain only consist of HOLIDAYYY ! hahahahaa ! 7 more weeks & i'm gonna be freeee(: YAY :D Anw, today i'm soooo busy messaging & chatting online with my friends & cousins :/ School ended at 4plus but we stayed back a little to watch show frm Rena's hard disk ! nice & touching show la ! The male lead soooooo handsome laaa! Anw, bus-ed to amk then train-ed back home. Was talking on the phone with dia while going back home. She soooo poor thing, waited for Leonard till soooo long. hahahaha ! I'm such a kind soul to accompany her(: Reached semb, meet yeenern & tada. He's another kind soul tooo ! He bought me fries & my fav HONEYSTAR :D I thank God for him(: Of course, he walked me home. He's sweet isn't it. Oh ya, saw shiping & sherman on the way to sun plaza. PIGGY ! I saw you ! hahahaha! Anw, reached home & sleep. I'm sooo tired la. Maybe lack of sleep, i'm gonna sleep as much as i can whenever i hv the time ! & i bet TAN YEE NERN is gonna be sooooooo happy if he knw abt it :/ oh wells. Enough of him. I miss yeok ling & cherlyn laaaa ! & i knw that they miss me too(: Anw, took some pictures in class & Leonard send me some photos that we took ytd at the neoprint shop. yay ! i can see him everynight whenever i wanted too. HAHAHAH ! Dia gonna kill me once she read this. Lastly, the world is so small la ! Okay, only Leonard & me knw abt it. Mouth SHUT :D Till here. Take care & God bless readers(:
can simply melt my heart

i guess

2008-10-20T13:50:00.023+08:00

Greetings (: Saturday was a busy day. Woke up at ard 7.30am & slept at 2am on friday night. Got myself prepared & went to my cousin's wedding tea cermorny. Buffet at 10plus & had lots of fun. Aft everything, changed to full uniform & off i go, parade. Worship was great & thank GOD for everything. Aft parade, boyfriend & meili came to semb sec to find dia. ohmy ohmy ! I miss her like some crazy girl. Went home, prepared myself & off i go, wedding dinner at conrad hotel. Mummy , Jasper & i had fun i suppose. Reached home at nearly 12am. Slept at 2am plus again, woke up at 7plus. idk why. Aft that, got myself prepared & meet Leonard under my block. He fetched me to dia's block. along the way, saw yeenern. blah blah blah. Ytd's sermon was a great one ! Aft service, dia's dad came to fetch us to downtown for Jaden's birthday party. Its was a great day. Night time, went over to e-hub to take neoprint. ohmy ohmy ! I love _ la. hahahaha. Aft everything, leonard came over to find us. He drove Yeok , dia & me home. Thank GOD for him. Of course, we talked a lottttt. Sighs. oh wells. Reached home before 12am. Today, too tired & lazy to go school. Woke up at 10plus am. blah blah blah. Photos shall do all the talkings(: Lastly, cherlyn tan is back frm batam ! yay:D Till here. Take care & God bless readers(:

somethings are left unsaid

because

2008-10-17T13:27:00.003+08:00

Greetings:D Ytd, great day ! Woke up early in the morning cause can't sleep. Woke Cherlyn up & blah blah blah. Met her at mrt station & off we go ! Orchard for shopping(: Headed down to Takashimaya for shopping ! Before that, we went to food court for lunch. She ate Laska & i took Prawn Mee. yum yum ! Aft that, is our shopping time ! Bought $27 stuffs for him. & $3 stuff for my cell group members. I knw Cherlyn tan love it a lot. hahahaha ! Because of the J.C thingy. Seriously, Cherlyn & me were like those typical singaporean. hahahaha ! Aft sooo much of shopping, we went over to Far East, saw someone which were :/ hahahaha ! Cherlyn bought 2 belts and 1 long white beans necklace. Total cost her $10. Aft that, actually going over to borders, don't knw why. We went in to Tangs. Bought somebody's birthday present. Aft everything, train-ed domw to Yishun to meet Yvonne. Was late for 15 mins :( So sry. Headed down to her place & we start planning. I'm sure tmr's worship will be a GREAT one ! Planned for like ard 2 hrs then went back home alrd. That's soooo fast lurhs. Lastly, i LOVE her room ! hahahaha ! Oh wells. Reached home, mummy packed dinner & i LOVE her soooo much. Because, i wanna eat chicken rice. But, i only eat white chicken WITHOUT skin WITHOUT bones. Look at how troublesome i can be. Blah blah blah. Today, woke up & tada. I'm super duper tired laaaa ! Jen is soooo sweet la. She cooked porridge for me(: Cell later on will be super duper fun ! Can't wait for cell. Anw, tmr will be a long & big dayyy for me:D Till here. God bless & take care readers(:
you're here

everynight

2008-10-15T23:07:00.002+08:00

Grettings :D Ytd night slept at 1plus & seriously, i'm gonna be sooo dead. Today nearly cannot wake up & too bad, i can't see him ): oh wells maybe is a good thing? hahahaha! Today in school, was walking ard aimlessly & i stopped laughing once he told me somthing. haiis. What can i do now to comfort him? The only thing that i can do to PRAY. Pray real hard for him. School suppose to end at 6pm today but it ended at 1pm(: I love my teacher for releasing us early. So that i can go home sleep. Aft school, i couldn't find anyone to talk too. End up, i went to Bishan & start calling Damien , Joel & Tai Sheng. hahahaha! End up, Damien meet me & we train-ed down to Semb. Thanks Mien (: We had lunch together but i took fruits only. Seriously speaking, I hv no mood at all to do anything. I can't even laugh or don't even hv the mood to talk aft he told me that super bad news. I told Dia & Mien abt it & the only thing we can do is to pray. Damien went for his yamaha while i hang ard sun plaza. Bought my honeystar & thought that it can cheer me up, but. sighs. Reached home, sleep & tada. I hv no mood for anything now. Not even messaging him. sighs. God, i pray. I pray that you will give him comfort & guide him through. Amen. Enough of me being emo. Tmr, O level science practical. GOOD luck everyone ! Esp, LJunHao ! Anw, tmr shopping with cherlyn is still on even though we hv to wake up early ! hahahaha! I guess, i hv to wake her up once i'm awake. Meeting von 5pm tmr at Yishun mrt station. Will be going over to her place for planning of our worship for this coming parade. Friday, cell & meeting him for dinner. its gonna be sooooo exciting i hope? i guess? Till here. take care & God bless readers :D
you're in my prayer

I'm worried.

2008-10-14T22:22:00.003+08:00

Greeting:D Firstly, happy birthday qui song(: I was told by someone abt his birthday. oh wells. hahaha! Anw, school today wasn't that bad. Just that, i couldn't wake up on time la. tsk ! Shld hv sleep earlier last night. Oh wells. Reached school, pe & mpj lesson were canceled & left with peter's lesson. His lesson, do nothing at all BUT i hv to redo my last sem project cause idk what happen ): GOD pls guide me throughout. Did some of my last sem project & also busy talking to ppl sitting ard me. hahahaha! School end at 11plus & its super early. Called Cherlyn if she wants to meet me for lunch. She agreed & we talked while i'm waiting for bus to amk. End up, i took bus to tpy & tada. I'm forever sleeping whenever i hv place to sit. hahahaha! Met Cherlyn at admiratly mac for lunch. I took Mac nuggets meal while she took ice-cream. Of course, we talked , laughed & gossped ? hahahaha! Anw, we had fun la. She accompanied buy things & also accompanied me to wait for bus 962. We're meeting on thursday again to orchard for shopping :D yay ! Ohmy ohmy ): school starting & i'm like still having sooooo much FUN :D hehehehe ! Reached home, watched tv & sleep till 7pm. Watched tv till now & i'm going to bathe real sooon ! Anw, tmr gonna be another longgggg day for me ): Wednesday is always blue la ! Hopefully lesson will push forward then can go home early to sleep. hahahaha! Thursday , friday no school which is a double yay for me(: Friday cell at ms hannah's hse will be soooo exciting ! hahahaha ! I can't wait till friday la. Anw, i left with 8 more weeks to finish up my final yr project. Joanna Chew, 8 weeks sound shorter than 2 months(: HAHAHAHA ! If you want MAHJONG with me, Jen & Jun Hao. You seriously hv to wait for us(: But Jun Hao & Jen exam will end early bahs. HAHAHAHA ! I will help you to count down to my holiday, don't worry(: Think i'm stopping here. take care & God bless readers.
refuse to be anxious abt anything, BUT pray abt everything(:

i hv so many to say

2008-10-13T19:09:00.002+08:00

greetings. Ytd, great day out with family (: Went over to Junhao's hse to visit ah ma. Talked a lot & knw a lot too. Went home quite early cause Jen hv to work. Jen went to work while mummy , Jasper & me went to northpoint for dinner. Reached home , did nothing much. Ytd night, can't sleep well. Too excited for school ? idk. Anw, school today is totally moody till don't knw how to describle it. Ms Joey told us many things like when is our holiday & many things. And yes, final year project ! Some time, i really feel that i'm only tagging along & not really accompanying. oh wells. Thank GOD that he answered my prayer & seriously, i felt thankful for that :D Maybe, i'm too paranoid or something. Sometime i really feel that ppl ard me HATE me for life for some other reason ): ohmy ohmy ! can someone please help me for stop being sooooooo paranoid?! oh wells, i'm gonna prayyyyyy hard for this ! Today aft school, went to meet Dhineash for lunch & he is forever LATE ! So, his punishment is to treat me mac ! yay :D my all time favourite FRENCH FRIES ! yum yum ! Aft eating, we had sooo much to talk abt. Went home aft that. Now, waiting for mummy to cook dinner for me :D Another wonderful news, tmr one lesson cancel & thursday no lesson cause school cancel. Friday timetable NO school ! yay ! which means i can go cell without any problem. DOUBLE YAY :D But, Monday to Thursday hv to suffer la. Wake up soooo early & school end late D: ohmy ohmy ! I better stop complaining & be contented of what i hv now then its gone for life. Till here. Tmr gonna be a better day than today ! better be. hehehe. take care & GOD bless readers :D
but nothing just come out

how i wish

2008-10-11T23:08:00.013+08:00

Geeting :D Anw, On Wednesday, nothing much just that Jen & me went over to yck swimming pool to swim for 1 hr plus only. BUT we seriously do hv lots of fun there :D Thursday, Damien had marking day & we decided to go visit xiao jiu ma ( small save mother ) at somewhere near SengKang(: Aren't we thoughtful enough? All the way frm Semb/Yishun to SengKang. Damien & me nv fails entertaining each other :/ HAHAHAHAHA ! Had dinner at xiao jiu ma's hse & we do eat & drink a lot :/ LRT back to SengKang then bus-ed back to Yishun. Damien walked home & i train-ed back. Friday, which is ytd. i had a GREAT day out with mummy , Jen & Jasper. Shopping at Bugis at always great! esp when Jen & me start bullying our dear brother :D HAHAHAHA ! Bought 3 tops , 1 bottom , 1 dress & a pair of heels. Everything cost mummy 100 over dollars. Okay, i knw i'm bad cause i spend mummy's money the most on ytd's shopping. Aft so much of shopping, we had dinner at Harvest Seafood. Great place to chill in & i LOVE eating lobster with curry sauce on it :D its DELICIOUS & yum yum yum(: We had great day & we LAUGH a lot mind you ! Jasper was trying to make us laugh like some mad ppl. Reached home, everyone is tired & tada. Today, had meeting & seriously this time is a bad one ): Dia came over to see & something bad happen. Real bad D: Aft everything, dia & me slack at coffee bean & we do talk a lot ! hehehehe. Yee nern & Yee Herng came & blah blah blah. They went off while i see the timing of my movie show. Saw my fav twins & accompanied them to NTUC. I bought my fav honey star :D Aft everything, went home & bathe. Told mummy that i'll be watching movie at 7pm & guess what, she quickly cook dinner so that i can eat before i go :D Isn't she so wonderful for me to love her more?! House bunny was nice & i saw hui min there too ! I bet she didn't see me ! HAHAHAHA ! Anw, i'm home now & trying very hard to ask mummy to allow me to go church tmr ! So that dia won't feel lonely :P opps ! hehehe! Well at least i'm spending my holiday doing some useful stuffs :D Anw, Picture time !

everything would last a bit longerD:

because of you

2008-10-07T19:41:00.015+08:00

greetings(: So long since i last updated. Finally, dia send me all the photos ! hehehehe. Alrights, I've been rotting at home since the start of my holiday till now & its ending real soon ): Today, same old thing. Wake up in the morning, watched tv all the way till now ! tv programe is nv ending ! hehehehe. Thank GOD that i hv Jen & Jasper to entertain me everyday & night :D they are WONDERFUL ppl ! & & &, i'm growing fat alrd ! I hv been eating non-stop for the past 2 weeks ! can some one pls SAVE me ): Nv mind, i enjoyed eating everyday & night ! CHOCOLATES , TIBITS , SWEETS , POTATO CHIPS & many more ! hehehehe. Jen & i thought of going swimming tmr at yck ! even though idk how to swim but at least can make me "slim" down by tiny whiny bit?! hehehe. boo hoo ! I'm HUNGRY & mummy still not back with dinner ): I'm gonna "hate" her for making her pretty pretty daughter HUNGRY ! tsk ! HAHAHAHA ! Lastly, I haven't seen you for 4 long days ): oh wells ! photos time :D

DIA & JO :D

the world prettiest girl ever. HAHAHAHAHA!

her name is NYDIA :D

MOVIE TIME :))))))

love us like the way we are :D

we are forever like that :)))))

i knw she LOVE me :DDDD

no matter what, i will still love her :)

we seriously do hate each other, don't we? :(

finally, we love each other :DDDD

we are sooooooo in love of taking photos !

That's our day ! pictures everywhere:)

Hope readers enjoy ! Anw, i miss _ ! HAHAHAHAHA ! oh wells. take care & GOD bless readers !

everything

2008-10-02T22:07:00.003+08:00

a lover or a friend?

hello readers! so long since i last updated. Ytd, great day ! Woke up, breakfast ready ! hehehehe. Aft that, met Feng Ying at amk(: my xinmin primary 1L classmate in the year of 1997 ! I'M sooooooo excited ! She gave me our class photo which i lost it at don't knw when & where. Bus-ed to xinmin primary school, walked ard outside the school & memories flow back(: Aft which, we had satay! yum yum! She is kind enough to treat me & pay for the class photo thingy(: so nice of her! Messaged anston & asked him to mms me his current photo. HAHAHA ! Feng Ying and me got so excited abt it! End up, he was like still sleeping la. Went off at ard 4plus. Bus-ed down to Bishan to meet dia(: We had cafe cartel for lunch cum dinner aft that we went to watch mamma mia. I knw i watched it twice BUT don't mind watching it again(: Cafe cartel was a great one ! We talked, laughed & gosspied. HAHAHA. tsk, bad girls. Aft which, we had shopping then movie. During movie, was messaging jia hao & actually meeting him but canceled. Cause, dia & me think is far & too late ): train-ed back home & i bought fries for supper! yay yay(: Reached home, bathe & tada. I went to friendster & type each & everyone's name to find all my xinmin primary school class1L classmates. i knw its kinda stupid or dumb but i seriously miss them. Thank God, peggy replied & we contacted(: Ytd, anston , peggy & me talked on the phone till late night(: Aft which, we hung up then peggy & i starts messaging in another hand, anston & me were messaging too :/ Anw, today woke up at 9plus & went online. who knw, ben chong online & we contacted each other ! YAY ! I'm like super duper HAPPY ! Okays, enough of all my primary school mates. Anw, i've been rotting at home like don't knw what & i'm back online again. Guess what, ben neo is ONLINE ! hohohoho ! I'm the happiest girl in this world! hehehe. Anw, will upload pictures tmr once dia send me(: till here. take care & God bless readers!

God will decide

that night

2008-09-28T20:32:00.002+08:00

hello ! First of all, happy belated birthday for the both marcus i knw & yiyi(: happy birthday for renmei ! today is his birthday ! hohoho. Didn't do my project & i knw i'm soooooo dead ! Friday had cell & it's SUPER ! Saturday, went out with Yeenern & thank you ! blah blah blah. Today, service was great ! Just that, i didn't sleep last night & my eye bags are HEAVY ): Because of some XXX reason that is why nv sleep. Oh wells. Aft service, we hang ard, talked & played of course ! meixiang & me keep disturbing dia while cherlyn talking to others. hahahaha ! super fun ! Went for lunch & we seriously talked a lot ! We talked, laughed at ppl we knw. hahahahaha ! esp that "D" part ! HAHAHAHA ! We laughed so loud that everyone who can hear us, stared at us ! ohmy ohmy. Aft lunch, went to meet Jen & Jasper to go xiao jiu ma's hse. Reached her hse, played , entertain ourselves till xiao ye came home. blah blah blah. Something that made Jen & me super duper angry & i shouldn't complain abt it. Soon aft, yi zhang came & drove us home. Thank God for him(: Tmr is another day to rot at home ): Any kind soul to ask me out?! hehehehe. Anw, stopping here. Take care & God bless readers(:
everything come to an end

it is not right at all

2008-09-24T09:29:00.002+08:00

Some time, i really hv to thank God for being there for me or send me a group of friends for me. I thank God for Dia , Yeok , yn & keet. 4 of them hv been seriously treat me good & take good care of me(: I thank God for yx & cy. They both are funny ppl that always make me laugh like some mad ppl. Thank God for Jen & Jasper. Even though they might be naughty at times BUT they are so wonderful to me. Thank God for Damien. He has always been the first one who hear my stories & making me laugh.& now, he is my HEEEEE for 15 yrs alrd(: Lastly, i thank God for amos. He has been hearing me cry , laugh & get angry every time. We hv been through thick & thin together for 1 yr plus. & now, he's my faithful friend(: Many times, we take things for granted & nv really thank God for the wonderful things he gave / made for us. oh wells. Enough of all these "emo" post. Back to topic. ytd, met yn for lunch & met ck for movie in the evening.Ck was late & we changed our movie frm "mamma mia" to "mighty princess" Not bad but i would still wanna watch "mamma mia" ! Aft the show, we went back home & i'm like super duper HUNGRY ): Cooked instant noodles & tada, aft eating i went to bed. tsk. I will grow fat some day ): Today, meeting boy for lunch & movie again ! yay ! & we're watching "mamma mia" ! hehehehe. Boy sure knw me well(: this is how i'm going to spend my 3 weeks holiday of watching movie?! ohmy ohmy ! mummy hv been asking me to find job & i'm still finding. Waiting for derik's reply. But still, no replies. Must pray pray pray. Anw, today is WEDNESDAY ! will try to meet Damien if possible. hehehe. Will take picture with boy & Damien if possible so that readers can knw who they really are. hehehe. Think i'm stopping here, my project is undone yet): take care & God bless readers.
the day you left me

sometime

2008-09-22T08:36:00.002+08:00

It has been almost a week since i last updated. Oh wells, holidays are here & i'm busy with upcoming gb stuffs. 3 long days of gsm is killing. But, i enjoyed a lot. 1st day was bbq, pretty fine, shared many jokes & riddles of course. BBQ till 10plus, dia & me walked all the way to semb end up i took bus back cause dia bu fang xin(: 2nd day, long day. frm 8.30 in the morning till 10plus at night at ms junn's new hse. Talked, shared, assign, discussed, laughed & joked. We had so many things to talked abt & it seems to be forever. But, great time of fellowship here & there. Lunch & Dinner are just fine(: Ytd, service in the morning & wrapped up gsm in the afternoon. Mr Richard Lim had sharing with us & i find it quite useful in some sense. Everything ended at4plus 5pm. Some played games while others watched tv. Had dinner at botak jons ( whatever you spell that ) with many ppl. This is the first time dia & me went dinner with them. But must thank Joan who drove us back(: Reached home, blah blah blah. Seriously, I've to start thinking of many things that is in my mind. Only dia knw abt it. Oh wells. Hv to start doing my project before the deadline ! take care & God bless readers(:
ppl do change, don't they?