This weeks hv been a idk what week for me. ups & downs. oh well this is life. Worked on Monday , Thursday & soon, Saturday & sunday.Tuesday , Wednesday & Friday is something that i wanna relax. Went out with Zoe , Melvin & Marcus on tuesday. We watched The ugly truth & had lunch at burger king.Soon after, they went back home then marcus & i went to watch fame plus dinner at KFC. Reached home ard 11plus 12. Wednesday, hahahahahaha ! secret:D Anw, ytd had morning shift & i'm late ! late for half an hour. During one of my break time, marcus & i checked our results. oh well. After work, we watched movie again ! hahahaha! there's too many shows that i wanna watch alrd. Reached home 12plus. & i'm awake now. Simply, i can't sleep well last night. Disappointed in myself & nobody can help me. I 've declined the course from tp. many reasons of declining it & now i'm kinda regretted.Did badly for my first sem & my results demoralized me badly. Totally hv no motivation to go back to school anymore. Called Damien & i cried to him so badly but thank God, he's always there trying to make me smile.I keep telling myself not to ponder abt it & i can always work hard next sem. but i just can't stop crying over my disappointing results.Seriously, if i ever get back my results slip, i will wanna throw it away.Lesson learnt,i must study hard & not to take things too lightly.oh well. Can somebody pls comfort me ):
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