hello readers. Haven't update for 1 week ! LOL. Really don't hv the time to update la. So many things happen ): esp on last friday till now ): Totally sucks ! Friday, went night study with yeenern, keetee & weihao. Saw something that i'm not even suppose to see at all ! I felt cheated & felt that _ had 2 time me ! OMGoodness ): Told keetee , dia & yeok abt it once i knw i'm going to cry anytime. Night time, we quarreled abt it & decided to make up our mind. I'll back out & he'll choose her. Cried every night once i'm read to sleep. Saturday, had meeting in school at 8am till 12.30pm. 2 different meetings. One was 3/4 mile another was GB carnival. During worship, msg-ed dia & told her that i wanna cry anytime ): Controlled my feelings till parade end. Wore full uniform to sun plaza with dia. But, she went to semb park for class BBQ. Had large fries at mac together with mei ting , hui min & grace. Yeenern came joined us aft awhile. Went to the library aft that. Found the book i want but nv borrow :/ Sunday, went church alone cause dia got cell so she hv to go there earlier. Sit behind & i cried abit during the worship time. sighs. Idk what else can i still do to make myself happy. Ytd night, decided to call him & sort things out. If not, i really cannot concentrate. Frm 11plus we talked till 4am. Things were sour at first but we solved it smoehow. Things didn't end up like what we planned. Didn't sleep for the whole day ! Today, wake up called keetee & told him everything. Messaged him & sort things out again. We managed to _____. Alrights. Skipped school & decided to go out with yeok & dia. Aft that, went back to semb to meet keetee & yeenern. Finally, my phone bill is fully paid ! I really must learn my lesson le ! If not, die die die ): Aft everything, dia , yeenern & me went off first. Didn't really go home but actually asked him to meet me. He came & i really felt thankful for everything(: Reached home, watched tv then dinner at 9pm. School tmr & i wanna sleep now. Didn't sleep for one whole day & i really wanna cry now. Till here, Take care & GOD bless readers.