Hello readers(: Haven't been posting for days. Anyways, 1st may. Public holiday & HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY LIM JUN HAO(:Woke up in the morning & went over to popo's house to meet mummy there. After that, took bus to er gu's house. Her daughter getting marry on this coming Friday & she gave us her invitation card & the wedding cakes. OMG ! those wedding cakes are YUMMY(: hehehehe. After everything, took bus 965 back to yishun than bus 856 back home. Blah blah blah. That's how i spend my public holiday(: Friday, work as usual. But, in the morning. So that, can go out in the afternoon. hehehehe. Meet Nydia for lunch at woodland's pizza hut. After lunch, went back to Sembawang's mac for gsm thing. End up, we did nothing & Leonard came. Decided to go Kbox. LOL. At first, he drove us to cck's. End up, cck's close down. LOL. Than, we went over to amk's. wahhh. First time in my life time, i went K box :/ hehehehe. From 7pm sing till 1.35am(: Never really sing that much. Or rather, i never sing. LOL. Only Nydia & Leonard sing. Mummy was rather angry with me, cause i never tell her that i go K box till around 10plus going to 11 than tell her. Feel rather angry with myself for not telling her. Anyways, i still have great fun with them(: Reached home at around 2am. hehehehehe. Happy lehs, reached home till so late. LOL. Bathe than went to sleep le. Today, woke up at 11pm. my goodness ! Still feeling sleepy lorhs. Force myself to wake up, bathe than went for work. Today's work was rather relax compared to the previous one. Did only 15mins of work than start to use msn, blog reading, etc. LOL. End up, played dota -.- But, only for awhile lurhs. Went back to sembawang at 5pm. Meet up with Nydia for gsm. This time, really did something about gsm. Went to pay my phone bill than went coffee bean. Sit there till 8plus than went home. Reached home, bathe, eat dinner than watched tv. After everything, decided to go online(: Boyfriend called me. Asked me helped her to upload her post in her blog. But, fails. I've no idea why, but somehow it's god's plan. While talking on the phone with her, i read her post. While reading, my tears drop without any warning. I don't know if you people have that kind of feelings before. But, this is the very first time i experienced. I really want boyfriend to be happy. I don't want to see her "harm" her body metally. Told Nydia about it. I bet she's upset too. Boyfriend, dia&me will always be with you no matter what happen. Please take care): Now, my mood totally sucks. I made Joel angry. This, i cannot blame him but to blame myself. I feel so useless & helpless now. I feel that, God really putting NYJ in a most difficult position whereby we really want to give up whatever we're holding now. No one understands how we really feel or what we really want. Only NYJ know. We may seems to be like some crazy woman towards everyone. But, at times. We really feel so sucked up. Think, i'm gonna stop here. Totally, no mood to update any futher. Take care & God bless readers(:
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