Alrighty. I'm feeling better i hope or guessed? LOL. I don't know. Can someone please tell me how am i suppose to feel now? My feelings are numbed. So, can't be bothered. BUT, I'm feeling ): oh wells. Joel thinks that I'm complaining. never mind. Guys can never understand how girls feel or what girls want! Anyways, yesterday i met someone when i know him 11 years ago. YAY(: He's my small little hero. hehehehehe. He's my bus mate & classmate when I'm in primary 1L at xinmin primary year 1997. He wrote me friendster testi & asking if I'm JOLEEN CHEW from xinmin primary. I'm so excited than i replied him like 3-4 times. LOL. After that, added him in msn than we start chatting. cool lurhs ! Who knows, he's the guy whom i liked when i'm in primary 1 & he liked me when i'm in primary 1 too ! LOL. Damn funny but CUTE can?! om goodness ! Went offline at around 3plus going to 4am. After that, my little hero called & we talked till 6am. boo hoo. After that, sms each other for awhile than go to bed le. little hero keep complaining that i should try sleeping early every nights. Anyways, my little hero's secondary school cca is BB lehs ! wahhhhhh ! It's like, "wow!" when i heard what he told me. LOL. I'm gonna asked him to go back to sever ! Because, he got his founders too lorhs ! tsk tsk tsk. Anyways, i didn't sleep but i think a lot of things last night. Can't get myself to sleep, I've no idea why. End up, i slept at 12plus than wake up at 1pm. Little hero woke up at 2plus than we start messaging:) I don't know if i should feel thankful that i met little hero the day Amos & me broke off. Told ms Hannah about the broke off thing, she said that i did the right thing. But, I'm feeling so ): now. Boyfriend , Nydia , sweetie , Jen , Jasper , Joanne & Cherlyn told me that it's all expected. Because, I'm dragging the relationship & I'm not happy about it. Sighs. I don't know. Little hero asked me to cheer ups & remain the blur-ness of me. LOL. Anyways, tomorrow gonna accompanied boyfriend down to ica to collect her pass than going down to Singapore stadium to see band syf. Hopefully, tomorrow I'll feel better & not to whine about it anymore. Till here. Remember to pray for boyfriend (: