Alrights. This maybe an emo post. Read it or not, up to you readers alrights?(: Fongchingying, this post is for you. If you get to read this. I known you for almost 1 year already. If you still can remember the very first time we know each other? Actually, is through yixuan if i'm not wrong. We conference end up yixuan fall asleep & we two talked till 4am. We even count down to 4am so that we two can sleep. As the day past, i "made" you & a together on the 22nd april. By right is 22nd april. Because, zaccheus & me are together on the 21st april, that's why you two also on the 21st april. The very first time i met you is at Sun plaza's mac after your cell & after my cheerleading at MGS. Still can remembered? Maybe, you wouldn't wanna know the past or can't be bothered. But, i really LOVE being with you , a & yixuan. The 3 of you are like so important to me? Still can remembered how we talked on the phone during the nights? whereby you have to hide inside your blankets to talk to us when your sister is like sleeping or haven't reach home? remembered we starts suan-ing each other so badly , played truth or dare duing the conversation? We talked on the phone more times than we meet. It's like, it really took us 638743651368464 years to meet up for once or twice. Remembered, we must get married together on the same date , time & everything? Okayy, maybe there's slight changes. time past, & so many things happened. This year, we aren't that close anymore. You can't talked on the phone in the nights, a & you broke off, yixuan is like some __ again. somehow, i called you one day after your band & we starts talking again. I know that, you HATE a so much that you can really kill him? Maybe, not kill but. yarhs. & i also know that you HATE me saying this like, " blah blah blah." But, i really need time to tell myself that i'm with a & everything. Okayy. I know that you're happily with cx now. & seriously, i'm happy for you too ! Seeing you smile & hearing you laugh like some mad girl. I really dislike myself for not trusting you. Really. & of course, i don't wanna lose my sweetie because of a. I don't wanna lose my strawberry aka sweetie aka bubble tea aka fongchingying. Alrights. I'm crying now. Think i'm stopping here. Lastly, I'm sorry):