i know that you're angry, disappointed & upset with me. Because, i can't keep my promises. But, i really don't know what to do & it's really hard for me NOT to tell her because, CHINGYING is my sweetie. All i can say is that, I'm sorry. At that point of time, when i know that you likes her i can't do anything but sad. I know you'll be hating me now but i really can't do anything. At least, she's not treating you cold or whatsoever. Hate me if you really need too.

Alrights. It has been a long time ever since i update my blog. Hmms. Boyfriend went over to malaysia le. Hopefully, everything is alright for her(((: GOD watches her every where she goes. Faithful Friend went malaysia on monday & he'll be back on friday. People tend to ask if i'm gonna miss him or not. But, i'm not sure either)): Hopefully, i can miss him tomorrow or something. Mixed feelings ))): DMT pratical seriously sucks & i hate that teacher of mine ! Both of them. RAH. Angry. I bet i'm going to retest which i DON'T wish too ! MNS pratical test was alrights. Mr leow helped me a lot. I'm going to work hard on both theory too ! JIA YOU. Have been messaging silly boy & boy this few days. Both are different person for your information readers. Anyway, they both cheer me up this few days too. thanks(: Thursday, which is today. No lesson. Because, other batch of people having exams too. Oh wells. Gonna stay at home & think. Friday, cell in the afternoon & meeting enci's girls in the eveing together with mummy(: Sweetie , Faithful Friend , Yixuan come back from their camp. happy happy happy. Saturday, no parade. BUT P7 & 8 girls having their Healthy Attitude lesson 1 & 2 at 589A in the afternoon. blah blah blah. Hopefully, mummy will allow me to go church on sunday. Nothing much to update le. Take care readers. GOD BLESS & LOVE YOU (:

amos chong yande. am i really making the right choice of loving & choosing you?
sometimes, i really wonder if the both of us are meant to be together or not.
hopefully, you can give me a reply after your OLE3. loveyou.