everything is back to NORMAL. YAY ! yesterday's post was too emo for the 4 of us. anyway, thank GOD that everything is back to normal. but, something changed. never mind. shall not post those sickening part. HAHA ! yeterday, the 4 of us went so damn emo that the 4 of us cried so badly=( at first was the day before yesterday. amos & i cried. we don't know what are we suppose to do=( after that, amos went to sleep & hung up the phone. yesterday, sweetie told me about her mum. GOODNESS ! please la ! stop banning her from doing things. HAHA ! i was so damn sad & angry la. told amos & he went " what the fcuk " lala. sweetie went " what the fcuk too " so do i. HAHA ! after that, i told zac. & he was like, " what the hell?! " he's different from us. maybe, he's a cat. don't understand us human. HAHA ! & lala was like, i think we should ........ okay. whatever. i was crying like a MAD girl on the phone while talking with nathalie & her friend together with derik chan. GOODNESS. why am i crying these few days?! after that, yixuan called & he heard me cry. broke down totally once lala told me all those.=( i told sweetie what lala told me & she was like, " what the?! " HAHA ! i was SUPER emo yesterday night. & keep blaming myself. alright. now, i don't blame myself & amos, you better don't blame yourself. thank YVONNESEE for chatting with me & made me understand. i guess, if one day i have to talk to canaan's mum. i guess, i've to really have a GOOD talk with her. HAHA ! at first, i disown my sweetie. end up, i went to bathe & feel much more better already. i think that, i can't live without my sweetie too. goodness ! so, everything is back to normal(: no one can replace the 4 of us:D i believe that, not even canaan or his mum can break the 4 of us up:D till here. GOD BLESS. I LOVE THE 4 OF US:D