usually, if I'm post-ING my blog at this kind of time meaning, I'm freaking BORED. lalalalas ! slept at 1.30AM last night. was confer-ing with yixuan & amos at first, than yixuan is tired so he went to sleep. amos & me had a "wonderful" talk. he can't stop suan-ing me ! i don't know why either. that newstoneHAHA ! i think i got influenced by zac already. who cares. HAHA ! he's just a cat. opps. woke up at 7am. I'm freaking tired , blur & sick today. had SW. during SW, we took our weight, height, BMI, total fats we had in our body, the weight of our bone & alot more. I'm getting taller. my height is like 155CM & my weight is like 36.6KG. what the hell ! I'm getting thinner & thinner. shit my body ! my bone is so damn HEAVY can ! & i think that, I'm lacking of fats. okay. that's sounds so wrong. after that, had wong lesson. sucks la ! it's like, wong's lesson only 1hour than went home. it's like what the hell ! wasting my time ! ughh ! my classmates all no life ! ughh ! everytime want to go home for don't know whatever reason. shit them ! oh maybe, not all of them. is SOME of them. reached home at 12PM sharp lorhs. what the hell ! so damn freaking early can. i still prefer my busy life during secondary school=( reached home, got myself bathe & went online already. didn't meet zac, amos & sweetie today. cause, zac not going. so, yupps yupps. HAHA ! hopefully, meeting them tomorrow at toa payoh. anyway, yixuan is joining us. HAHA ! was reading my past posts. wah ! it's like, I changed so much. no matter is attitude or anything. I just changed alot. it's like only 1 year or something. *sigh* oh well. was reading those post i had last year. my mind was like recalling those past i had together with [[him]] GOODNESS ! I'm so dead now. I don't think I've feelings for [[him]] anymore. as in, broke off for like 1month already. never mind. how i wish, sweetie is here for me. ughh ! I HATE myself for doing all these things. ughh ! everything is so sucks now. never mind. I love my lalalalala ! promised my lalalalala that i won't mention anything about [[him]] in front of lalalalala. till here. GOD BLESS