let's see. i went to his blog yesterday night. i saw his msn nick telling me that you're happy at all boy. i did nothing but, have to cheer you up. i went to your blog, saw your songs. than i noticed that, all the songs you have are all sad songs. *sigh* but, i saw this song of yours, " it ends tonight " finally, i knew the lyrics. I've have been thinking through one whole night. boy, even though i don't know what's on your mind. but, " it ends tonight. " this song really tells me how you exactly feels?! if this is the case, i think i really have to leave you alone waiting for you quietly. i know that, everything can't be back to normal anymore. no matter how hard i try. you want me to be happy. I'm trying so hard to be that cheerful JOLEEN again. i can't boy. i really can't. I'm trying so hard to leave you alone. end up, i failed. Guess this time, i really have to give up on you bahs. i don't know. can you please tell me an answer?! okay. shall stop all these EMO stuffs here. everything there is all meant for him. yesterday, slept at 3.30AM. *sigh* i can't sleep =( conference with yanling and Yixuan. Yixuan was asking" how come JOLEEN not talking?!" Yanling replied," aiya. she everytime talk about him." GOSH ! she's complaining on the phone! and it's like, HELLO! YOUNG LADY! I'M HERE?! oh well. heck care!after that, we played true or dare inside the conversation. *laugh* that's our way to know each other BETTER ! hahahahas! was waiting for AMOS's call. but, i think he can't use the phone bahs. so it's like, i know who they LIKE already. you know, those relationship like. wahahahahas! it's so damn freaking obvious can?! hahahahas! yanling gave me and yixuan attitude. and it's like, she keep hanging up the phone. dots. make yixuan and me so damn PISSED off can?! blah blah blah. she hung up the phone already. Yixuan and me talked till around 2plus like that. hahahahas! till here. GOD BLESS (:

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
Your finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

[Chorus]
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight
won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when your blind
It's better than I see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right,
It's too late too fight,
It ends tonight,
tonight,
insight,
When darkness turns to light it ends tonight
(fade away)
this is really what you're telling me?