post-ING my blog once more. *sigh* i leading a very horrible life now. *sigh* let's see. today, I'm like totally SLACK at home =( *sigh* what am i doing?! feeling so horrible today ! my day just so sucky today ! =( Yanling gave me attitude, helping kor to solve problem, Canaan giving me attitude. ughh ! everything so SUCKs can?! it's like, HELLO?! i need a BREAK too?! but, kor's problem i must help :D wahahahas. yanling's attitude?! ughh! sucks ! sucks ! sucks ! i don't care if you read my blog girl~! i really cannot stand your attitude. it's like, what is WRONG that a guy likes you?! ughh! so damn freaking fcuk up can?! i just can't stand your attitude ! I'm here telling you nicely ! yet, you're giving me attitude ! ughh! never mind ! not going to talk about Canaan. ughh! everything just ended to become so sucky today. late in the evening, YX called. he's sad narhs. *sigh* I'm sorry. i can't help you much. *sigh* after that, AC called me. we talked together. YX & me was like keep complaining & telling AC about her. hahahahas! it's stupid narhs. anyway, after that I'm like keep complaining about CE hahahahahas! blah blah blah. mummy nagging again. so tired of her. oh well. I'm not sleeping tonight again. i just can't sleep well! *sigh* sometimes, i really HATE myself for not letting my body rest =( he asked me about my nick, i told him nothing cause, i really don't want him to care for me anymore. not that I'm selfish, just that, whenever he cares for me, he's giving me hope. end up, I'm the one sitting at one corner crying quietly and telling myself that everything will be fine. *sigh* i've got nothing to say. I'm tired already. and, i believes that, "she" really loves you alot. till here. GOD BLESS & GOOD NIGHT.
I'm not sure if I'm making the right choice.