oh well.post-ING early today once more. think, i will be post-ING my blog everyday in the morning bahs since it's holiday now. let's see. yesterday, didn't manage to find any JOB for myself. =( oh well. PRAY~! yesterday, stayed at damien's house till 8PM. than went back home already. when darrill saw me yesterday, he went crazy. hahahahas! took alot of crazy pictures with him yesterday. but, too bad. can't upload. cause, usually i will in-fared pictures into derrick's hand phone. but, things changed, people changed. oh well. hahahahahas! keep messaging Canaan arhs. aiyoyo! think, my hand phone will explode in anytime! must really control already. hahahahas! oh well. yesterday, took bus 859 back home. *sigh* make me thought of the past again. stupid JOLEEN! keep thinking of the past! don't want to look at the "now" hahahahas! crazy me! anyway, yesterday, conference AGAIN. getting bored of conferencing already. hahahahas! EVIL me. we talked on the phone, at first was like, Amos asked me to call him. talked already, xuan called,Canaan called followed by yanling than suqi. hahahahas! su qi arhs su qi! Amos future girlfriend! hahahahas! Canaan hung up. than AMOS and me keep quarreling arhs. aiyoyo! not going to care arhs. after that, everyone hung up. Canaan asked me to call him. than call lorhs. since, I'm BORED. blah blah blah. woke up at 8plus today. once again, messaged Canaan and AMOS. -.- stupid AMOS! ughh! keep disturbing me! don't make ME jealous arhs! haahahahas! okay. once again! JOLEEN CHEW is running down with a TERRIBLE flu, TERRIBLE cough,sore throat and slight fever. PRAY that i will RECOVER by tomorrow. oh well, think that tomorrow watching movie bahs. NOT sure~! later have to meet up with enrollment service's games committees. till here. GOD BLESS.

i don't know if I'm doing the right thing.
i don't know if I'm waiting.