didn't manage to post my blog yesterday night. too many things happen! seriously, too MANY=(i can't take it all at one shot just like that! really can't! i will break down! told von mummy that i am not going for the outing this coming saturday. cause, mum don't allow. i really don't know. i really want to kill myself arhs! SAVE ME=( i can't stop crying now. i don't know why. *sigh* everything had just ended like that. what am i suppose to do without you in my life?! how?! maybe, we tends to take things for granted but, boy! i can't live without you. really! i really can't take it anymore boy! really! you tell me, what am i suppose to do without you in my life?! are everything you told me are all lies?! i don't understand why. it's all my fault. everything ended to become like that is all my faults! i don't need you to change for a better boy. seriously, you are very good already. i am really very fine with it. you stole my heart and left me alone just like that. boy, what's wrong.=( yesterday night, i tried my very best to save everything. you told me things that make me really very happy. you told me that we will have a chance. but, i don't want this. i really don't want=( i just want you back. you asked me yesterday night" i can fulfill your wishes, what are those?" i told you" my one and only wish is to be with you. nothing else." you told me" other than these?" i replied back" no. nothing else already." you kept quiet. i know. i can't force you. because, once you make your choice, you won't change back. boy, i really want you back. can't stop crying yesterday night. after hung up the phone with him. asked edwin kor to call me. i cried and cried and cried. cannot stop crying. kor can't do anything but just to scold me. *sigh* i know. it's all my fault. i regretted it. but, everything is just too late for me=( after awhile, hung up the phone with edwin kor. cause, he need to call his DEAR. hahahahas! he told me that he will tell me the answer today. woke up at around 8am just to see his message and his answer. end up, everything just ended like that=(( i really don't want this to HAPPEN! SAVE ME! i don't know what will i do without you!=(( saw your message, messaged edwin kor after that. woke him up. he called me straight away. till now, talked to edwin kor on the phone. think, i am breaking down soon=(( or maybe, i already broke down ever since the day you stole my heart and left me alone=(( till here. GOD BLESS.
you stole my heart and left me alone here.
what am i suppose to do?