*sight* not really in a good mood to post my blog. everything just lead to a misunderstanding! *sight* really don't know what else can i do for you. since you believed what the dowager said to you or your mum than go ahead. i can't do anything girl. it's really hurt me when you asked me. since you believed the dowager already, than why still bother asking me. it's really hurt larhs. don't want to post about her already. later, people go and complain to the dowager! don't know why, i just feel that, my trust towards my cousins[[father's side]] all are fading away! shitty! anyway, heck care! i am always a CHEERFUL JOLEEN(: let's see. woke up at 8AM today. watched my "princess hour" today. nearly got myself late! hahahahahas! met up with my lady at sembawang mrt station. than headed to school. another boring day. BUT! during ms sherli's lesson, i think i got myself quite pissed off by someone. ughh! hate her. anyway, not going to care or complain anymore. she have no more friends in our class BUT only left with her boyfriend. who cares. she thinks, she very big is it. having boyfriend that is same class as us. what's the big fcuk! hahahahas! 2nd lesson, had mr wong's lesson. feel pissed off too. saw the both of them so CLOSE. hahahahas! not JEALOUS larhs. just that, it's like! have you ever showed respect to the CLASS?! GOSH! lalalas. not going to care(: after school, actually meeting up with him. end up, he messaged me and tell me that he can't meet me cause of something else. *sigh* i felt that, i am been PLAYED! wasted my time! shit him! anyway, went back home. bought myself food to eat(: 12 cheese-balls(: yum yum! reached home, watched "princess hour" hahahahas! blah blah blah. skipped my dinner today. not feeling well. don't feel like eating. anyway, tomorrow going to my 6th aunt's house. *sigh* i really can't make up my mind between 6th aunt's house or enrollment service's meeting. haiis. oh well. family comes first(: shall sleep early tonight, so that can wake up early tomorrow to watch "princess hour" hahahahas(: till here. GOOD NIGHT and GOD BLESS(: