let's see. did nothing much today larhs. woke up around 9plusAM today. then went online till 11plus. then brother wants to use already. after that, ate BREAKFAST cum LUNCH. (: shared with my brother carrot cake ! hehes. cause, i CAN'T finished ! hahas. anyway, after eating. went to my beauty sleep ONCE MORE. (: sleep for like 2hours?! hahas. after that, pratice my guitar. hehes. so long never play already. then, must PRATICE. (: after practicing, went back to my beauty sleep ONCE more. (: after that, woke up for dinner prepared by my sister and brother. (: hahas ! my sister is a BLUR queen ! mum steamed "bao" for our breakfast. then, my sister don't know where my mum put it. so, when she starts cooking rice, for dinner. she then found out where the "bao" is. -.- HAHAS ! after that, poor us. have to stuff everything inside our mouth. -.- muahahas ! i ate 2 only. then brother ate so many. hahas. pig larhs he. hehes. i am EVIL. after that, sister played computer. she chat with [[him]]. she asked [[him]] " eh, you like my sister arhs?" [[he]] replied, " nope. like her as a jie jie only. " guess what ! after, i saw those ! i really think that, i am a SUBSTUTION ! haiis. oh well. i can't say anything else. cause, it's [[his]] choice. i can't do or say anything else already. around 8PLUS. i went online. cause, sister too BORED. then i USED. hehes. chat with my 2 dearies ! damien and NATHALIE. (: they are sweet people. make me want to LAUGH. hehes. heard that, [[he]] ask nathalie for my blog's password. i wonder why. but, i think i know why already. haiis. i can't do anything. i am dumb. i am stupid. i really can't do anything. [[ you told me that, you are running from a very big problem. and, that problem is me. BOY ! i really don't know what have i done wrong. that, i become one of your problem already. ]] [[ BOY ! i know you read my blog. if not, you won't say sorry to me just now. but ! what happen to you?! i really have no idea of it. maybe, after all. it's all my fault. don't even think of dying. she will feel sad for you. the person should die, maybe it's me. or maybe, NO ONE. it's my fault. should not have enter your world in the first place. ]] anyway, still begging mummy for letting me to attend PROM night on the 3rd of DEC ! i want to go ! hehes. YOUTH CAMP coming ! yay ! God Bless. (: