let's see. today, had my chinese paper. haiis. feeling so screwed up by paper 1. esp my compo. haiis. never mind. what i had done is alreadly done. feeling so terrible for the whole day. ughh. eyes got swell , high fever , flu , cough and sore eyes. ughh. why do i always have this kind of illness when ever , i am taking important exams?! haiis. God bless me. tomorrow , chinese LC till 8.30. half an hour. then ss paper starts at 14.00 haiis. so long then starts. ughh. going home after chinese LC. go home sleep. just don't feel like studying. mum keep complaining why am i slacking?! ughh. i hate her ! please stop giving me stress ! i did studied ! you know that?! you don't even know! ughh. and stop, acting as if your daughter is very clever or smart in front of your friends ! ughh. seriously, do you know that i am very ill ? you know that?! you don't even know ! cause, you are too busy with your work. haiis. never mind. forget it. i won't blame you. really think i should study till you got your OWN expection ! ughh. brother went damien's house and stayed. think this coming sunday then he coming back. i envy him ! how i wish i can relax ! haiis. sept holiday? no way man ! all are been packed by school work and gb stuffs. today , chinese papers. tomorrow , ss and chinese LC papers. wednesday , chemstry lesson, visting the court ( my dream come true ) thursday , chemstry lesson, math lessons followed by guitar lesson at miss sherine's house. friday , math lesson. saturday and sunday , mugging for my prelims. haiis. after this week. then is my prelims alreadly ! ughh. time past so damn fast ! haiis. pray for me people. pray that i won't feel ill anymore ! haiis. God Bless.