let's see. today's ss paper. haiis. feeling so damn moody. at first, was chinese LC. not bad. went home, studied and sleep till 1. woke up then met up with my friends then go for ss paper. haiis. those chapters i read all never come out. when i heard that, those chapters did not came out. my whole heart sank like shit ! feel like crying, feeling so hopeless and feel like leaving the examtion hall. haiis. but i prayed to God before i do the paper. who knows ! God answer my prayer. he some how made the Source Base questions easy for me. hahas. thank God. after ss paper. my mood was like haiis. feeling so damn down. friends keep cheering me up. but still no use. went to sun plaza and bought kfc for my lunch. went home, finished eating then went online. tomorrow going for the visiting to the court thingy. go listen to those real case. so excited about it. =)) my dream came true. hahas. but, still no mood. went online, heard something bad. that thing can really made me feel so damn guilty. so guilty till i don't even have the mood to take my dinner. haiis. ate kfc for my dinner again. this time, don't really ate much. no mood. really moodless. haiis. never feel so guilty , sad and moody before. never in my life ! haiis. went home. talked about that matter again. stared at the conversation and i STARTED to CRY ! haiis. feeling very moody ! really ! really, hope that God can solve it. haiis. hope that tomorrow will be enjoying myself. going out for dinner with leonard , clement , cherlyn , sophia and me. God bless.