today school were alright. early in the morning, can't wake up. eyes hurt so much. cried again.=(( alot of things were just flashed through my mind yesterday. had a horrible sleep last night. cried and cried and cried. =(( slept at around 2. ughh. great, mrs leong came today. starts her nagging and scolding AGAIN ! morning assembly, went up to the hall. were informed that, i am having my N level ENGLISH ORAL on the 10th of july ! CHINESE ORAL 28th of july ! =(( i must cry now. I AM NOT PREPARED ! esp, my CHINESE. get so screwed up. hahas. lets just drop CHINESE. i hate it okay. but, i think. mrs wee is great. she is alreadly preparing us for n levels. MATH ! she gave us 8sets of papers in different schools. that is in a booklet. cost us 6$ hahas. she told us " after finishing this booklet, i will keep giving you all sets of math papers. " isin't she great. hahas. but, too much also not good. is driving us crazy. =(( sister went for her camp today. I MISS HER ! the house is like so quiet. brother do his own things, i do my own things. nothing much we can talk. suffering from a bad cough. don't know when will i get to recover. during recess, i saw [him]. i don't know why. each time, i saw [him] we are just like, STRANGERS ! oh well, its okay. not going care. tomorrow, think going orchard. hehes. i want to go to that place badly. even though, i been there few weeks ago. but its FUN ! hahas. got to stop here. need to 'CHIONG' coursework ! God bless.