haiis. this few days, JOLEEN CHEW NOT GOOD ! don't feel like posting blog, but i really very sad. hahas. is like this, the day when my sister camp start, during recess, finished my food, about to put back those plates. i heard someone said this " don't know Joleen still like [him] or not" i was so shocked. hahas. after that, i don't really care. 2nd day of my sister's camp. during recess again. heard from my friend telling me that " JOLEEN ! you know hor, blah blah blah " i was so sad and i did nothing just to cry during recess. it's silly arhx. i know. and what, yesterday, at night, edwin kor ask me to call his handphone and accompany him to talk on the phone. called him, don't know why, i ask him " kor arhx, [he] and [she] together arhx?" kor replied " yarhx" GOSH ! my tears bursted out ! kor was so damn shocked. hahas. sorry arhx. today, during one of my free period, saw cherlyn. she saw me and told me " JOLEEN ! you know when is [he] and [she] together marhx? is on the 22nd of june lehs ! " gosh ! my tears bursted out again. its silly i know. cried and cried and cried for this 3 days ! its silly i know. but today ! is different. i did cry. but i found out that, while i am crying, i am yawning too. hahas. but i am really very sad okay people ! it like, so many people asking me " joleen ! you not sad mehs? when [he] and [she] together?! " " JOLEEN ! you won't hate [her] mehs?!" okay people. i am sad. BUT i won't hate her. anyway, what i think is that, [he] and [she] should alreadly be together long time ago. i really know what is the true meaning of DISOBEY GOD ! haiis. feeling so moody these few days, really no mood to do anything. really. but, i will get over with it. trust me. all i need is time ! or maybe, i alreadly get over it . oh well, not going to care. now the most important is my PRELIMS AND N LEVEL ! ughh. God bless.