today. boring day ! ughh. whole family left me alone at home =(( so poor thing. hahas. woke up at around 10 plus. haiis. can't really sleep well. haiis. woke up, ate breakfast. then do homework ! GOSH ! holiday assigments ! TONS AND TONS AND TONS ! i am dead.but, finish doing my physic 5 years series and english compre ! 4 of them ! hahas. i don't even dare to play during this coming holiday. maths ! GOSH ! piles of maths worksheets are waiting for me . =(( am so bored today. sister went for bbq with her friends at sembawang park's light house. brother stay at cousin's house. mummy and daddy working till so late =(( played computer play till very bored alreadly. tomorrow going to interview lawyer. =)) platoon 4 going to do that ! my dream ! yea ! interview lawyer ! i will love that lawyer ! hahas. going to ask that lawyer lots and lots and lots of questions ! hehex. i am mad ! haiis. my mind, keep on flashing through all [his] images. all the memories of [him] and me together. =(( NO ! JOLEEN CHEW ! YOU CAN'T DO THAT ! gosh, what am i going to do. haiis. i should change my mind set now ! God, i need you. anyway, i know i can do it ! so hungry now. got to wait for mummy to pack for me. so long =(( waiting for my mac ! hehex. finally ! mummy allow me to eat mac ! =)) love you mum ! muacks ! hahas. on top is the pic of yesterday cutting BIRTHDAY CAKE ! hahas. my dearest cousin. DARRILL CHAN ! sitting beside a girl wearing pink shirt. i love him ! =)) God bless.