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Tuesday, May 02, 2006
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what should i do
hmmz, now a days really nothing much happend to me in school nor at home. hahas. thank God arhx. today had chinese oral exam. GOSH ! it's so horrible lorhx. haiis. think arhx. can failed alreadly arhx. after oral, stayed in school. waited for Jansen, due to he having his F&N pratical today. hahas. did try what he cooked. okay lorhx, not bad arhx. hahas. but arhx, siying's the best man ! so damn nice can. hahas. waited for him till 6plus lorhx. ate KFC for my dinner. haiis. then end up, kee tee , yee tien and Jansen have to leave. left clement and me. haiis. yesterday, slept too late arhx ! slept at around 12plus. so damn tired today. haiis. know so many things that make me so damn sad and suprised. haiis. hope that God can bless them. yesterday, sort of scolded edwin. sorry arhx. i have no choice but to scold you to wake you up. maybe. know that you nearly cry arhx. sorry ! so sorry. haiis. feeling so down now. hearing some love songs and my tears just can't stop rolling down from my eyes. haiis. why am i feeling so down now a days, i should be feeling happy ! but, i really cannot hide my feelings anymore. people ! i am not good at all. not happy at all. feeling so damn sad, so damn down now. cannot even concentrate on my studies now ! what am i going to do ! GOSH ! i must not flunk my mid year ! if not arhx, i die arhx ! haiis. feeling so +confused+ + stressed up+ +sad+ +cry for -him-+ haiis. *complicated* haiis. what am i going to do. haiis ! God, i need you to heal me. my eyes hurt so much. my heart hurt so much. we really can't get back. SO ! JOLEEN CHEW ! YOU BETTER WAKE UP ! haiis. i really hope that, one day, i can wake up. God bless.
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