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Thursday, April 20, 2006
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today ! hahas. slacking in class for most of the time. most of the subject teacher did not come. good ! where it's time for me to rest. hmmz, after school. met up with clement and yee tien for lunch. after lunch, we did nothing but slack. think, Jansen wanted to go to clement's house badly. but because of me, they did not go. haiis. sorry arhx Jansen. after that, we four are so damn boring ! so, Jansen thought of playing basketball. GOSH ! when me and clara went to the basketball court. once, i saw -him- i turn back and walked back to the canteen, where i used to slack. hahas. then don't know why, Jansen , yee tien and clement never played alreadly. Jansen, went home. play maple ! hahas. after that, we went to the computer lab. wa ! full of people playing games lorhx. what the ! but, i still manage to get one computer to do my F&N coursework. but, not enough time. hahas. at least did something. after everything, GOSH ! it rain damn heavy lorhx. we got to wait for that rain to stop. hahas. sit at the canteen again. slack. i was listening to clement's MP3. when i looked up, i saw -him- and that time, just nice ! he also looked at my side. and we looked at each other for only just 5 seconds ! just that 5seconds, i can see through that, he is so stress and so damn sick and tired of me. haiis. sorry. when the rain stopped. we went to mac for our dinner ! hahas. walked in the rain is the most fun i ever had ! but, end up, i am sick. hahas. i think, i am stupid ! stupid of doing so much foolish things. make so many people worry about me. haiis. i love -him- too much. i think, i really fall in love with the wrong guy. haiis. make myself whole body suffer like hell ! make so many people worry about me. yet, -he- don't even care. haiis. so stupid. think, i stuff myself with lots of honeydew and grassjelly. now my stomach hurt so much. even when i walked, it just hurt lorhx. haiis. what am i going to do ! haiis. now, my hand hurt so much too. think i am lacking of blood, that is why, everytime look so pale. hahas. all i can say is that, i love -him- too much ! seriously, too much ! willing to give up anything that belongs to me. 1 year 1 month. 5 words [ B.R.E.A.K. ] 1 sentence [ let's just be friends ] and it just ended like that. haiis. crying for -him- oever and over again.
10:43 PM