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Sunday, April 09, 2006
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it's all about you.
gosh ! so damn tired. slept at 2 yesterday woke up at 12. seriously i can't forget about -him- i really can't. when ever i climb onto my bed when i am about to sleep or rather , when ever i lied down on my bed , my tears will just can't stop rolling down from my eyes. what am i doing. now a days can't sleep well. not going to stop early anymore. my tears will just can't stop rolling down non-stop. haiis. heard something bad from my cousin. feel sad for him. but it's okay. you still have me ! cheer up ya ! will love you forever ! cousin forever. hehes. nothing much happen to me today, just have to sleep and eat for the whole day. gosh ! am slacking too much. hahas. must get myself together and study hard for my n levels ! JIA YOU ! so siian now a days, getting bored each day without -him- in my life. haiis. will wait for -him- no matter what ! will love -him- no matter what. seriously, if i got the chance to tell you this i will held up my bravely and tell you , I LOVE YOU ! I WANT YOU BACK ! hahas. i can dream on. tomorrow clement , yee tien and Jansen having sports day heats ! JIA YOU GUYS ! you all can do it. will pray for the three of you. i miss -him- so badly. wanted to ask for patch today. i know what is the answer you going to give me, so i did not ask. haiis. maybe i just can't accpet the facts that we broke up. i suffering badly ever since we broke up. my mind is full of your images. i can't forget about you. i really can't. i want you so badly. but we are just not meant to be together. asking myself just now. " what was the feeling of falling in love of someone else? " haiis. never mind. JIA YOU JOLEEN ! YOU CAN DO IT ! in GOD's hand , you can do it ! I LOVE MYSELF ! good night everyone. must LOVE me.
10:07 PM