Wednesday, April 26, 2006
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bad flu.
GOSH ! flu is still on. haiis. GOD bless. =)) nothing really much happen to. thank God. if not, i will keep shouting and go crazy all along. hehex. lessons today was so boring =(( but not for math, cool ! getting diffcult and diffcult. haiis. my subjects are dropping like hell ! you once helped me in my studies, but now, it's all over. not going to think of you anymore. maybe, just wait till mid year end. hahas. today, wasn't smiling much. due to not feeling well. hahas. after school, met up with clement, yee tien and jansen for lunch. after eating. went for that green berza. something like that. after that, went back home with karen and one of her friend. nice =)) got her handphone number ! finally! did not stay in school too late today. reached home, was so damn tired. took my beautifull nap ! =)) yupps yupps enjoyed it so much ! when mum was back, GOSH ! she is putting such a HIGH EXPECTION ON ME CAN. ughh ! she so clever then take n level for me lorhx. ughh. so damn angry. haiis. i cried again. why?! when can i stop all this? when ! it's up to me to forget. but i just can't. i really can't 15th of march2006. i won't forget this date. I WON'T ! maybe, i will love this date. haiis. in such a confused state now. God, i need you to heal me. i need you to strengthen me in everything. God, i need you to help me. God, i need your love and care so much. God, i need you. mid year coming ! good luck everyone ! JIA YOU ! JIA YOU ! JIA YOU ! God bless.
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