now what. Joleen is suffering from a very bad FLU and having a very BAD fever. so people, if you smile at me, i did not smile back. then don't blame me for not smiling at you arhx. sorry, mood for now a days are not good. today knew something that really supprise me. shall not say out. don't think too many people know about this matter. just feel sorry for my kor kor. =(( today after assembly, suppose to meet sandra to go mac study. hmmz, saw my classmates [ chinese guys ] and 4E2 [ bb chinese guys ] haiis. heard somethings from my friends. shall not post it here. but, think is misunderstanding bahx. i hope so. if, they really "fought" then, i shall say, " Joleen really don't know who to help nor who to side " one is my 3 years classmates. one is his classmates and some still my brother is christ. GOD please help them. pray that, they won't "fight" . went to mac do some studies with , sandra [ chan han wei ] , kar qian , zhi qin , melvin and gary. after that, justin came. he was craking jokes all around and i just can't stop laughing. hahas. after that, cherlyn join us. haiis. then her boyfriend came. the both of them were so damn close. and, really make me think of him and me last time. thought back the past when i was in the mac. then melvin was like " can the both of you don't so close marhx? if not, can the both of you change other place to sit? " then JJ was like, " then you go home larhx. " then i replied " okay, i will go " sorry people. my tears are bursting out when, i saw the both of you. i will just keep on thinking of the past. i packed my bag, when i was standing beside sardra, my tears starts rolling down. =(( sandra ask me , " you okay marhx? " i smile at her and tell her that i am okay. get out of the mac without saying bye. sorry people. while, walking home, my tears burst out ! GOSH ! i can't stop crying when i was walking home. haiis. i really can't stop thinking of him. so many things happen today. only this few hours and LOTS of things happening. =(( GOD, i pray that, you can strengthen me. GOD bless.